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i think i'll start updating again.
so nick leaves to NYC in a couple of hours. last night he had his going away get together and the whole time i was thinking about how strange it will be to not have my best friend here. his mom invited randi and i to family weekend in october and i know i'll visit in the next couple of months to look at colleges but things will be different and that sort of scares me. i know i have to do this again a few more times this summer. next to leave is seth and it will be just hard. I'm just an emotional wreck at the moment but i'll be alright after awhile.
so nick leaves to NYC in a couple of hours. last night he had his going away get together and the whole time i was thinking about how strange it will be to not have my best friend here. his mom invited randi and i to family weekend in october and i know i'll visit in the next couple of months to look at colleges but things will be different and that sort of scares me. i know i have to do this again a few more times this summer. next to leave is seth and it will be just hard. I'm just an emotional wreck at the moment but i'll be alright after awhile.