Sep 29, 2005 13:50
I'm tired of petty middle school drama. It's bullshit. I don't get why when someone has a problem with someone else they can't just SAY it to their face.. instead they say it behind their backs and when it gets to the person it's just escalated into something worse. So, they just shouldn't say anything behind anyones backs at all.. start saying it to their fucking face.
And I hate when I'm confronted with peoples problems with someone other than me. I don't fucking care.. and I don't want to get bitched at for something that has NOTHING to do with me so why say anything to me at all?
I mean.. maybe this is all sounding hypocritical because I have (had) a tendency to talk shit behind peoples backs but now anything I say behind someones back, I always say it to their face first. And usually when I'm 'talking shit', I'm just ranting. But people STILL have to go and tell the person.
But I think I'm finally finding myself. I'm starting to be a bit more honest with people instead of being too shy to confront them. And I'm starting to be more nicer.. and even if I don't like the person I'll be friendly and I'll try to work with them when I have to.. when I used to do the complete opposite.
I'd really like to scream right about now though. Everything that's happening is just a bunch of bullshit.