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I don't think I've been this tired in awhile. I feel like I'm just gonna pass out. Of course there's a lot of other emotions going through me so who knows.
Today had it's good, and definitely it's bad. I got a lot of freaking homework. I didn't finish it all either. I did hang out with Matt though.. which was good until my step-dad decided to tell my mom things he seen me do.. like go through the cabinets looking for food we don't have. What the fuck. So I got into a big arguement with him, while Matt was here so it made things worse. Sometimes I fucking hate him. And I can't wait to get out of here. But my mom was being a sweetheart so that was a plus.
Me and Matt finally got out of my house and picked up dinner then went to the park. It was cute. Then went to the swingsets and fed the ducks. They like calzones. A lot. Then we chased them into the water and left.
Right now.. I'm just in a state of um.. 'why the fuck did you tell him that'? I told Matt something I shouldn't have told him and now I'm afraid he's going to get in a fight or something which would be really really bad. And idk I'm just kinda stressing over it.
Ugh. This was too long for me.
Today had it's good, and definitely it's bad. I got a lot of freaking homework. I didn't finish it all either. I did hang out with Matt though.. which was good until my step-dad decided to tell my mom things he seen me do.. like go through the cabinets looking for food we don't have. What the fuck. So I got into a big arguement with him, while Matt was here so it made things worse. Sometimes I fucking hate him. And I can't wait to get out of here. But my mom was being a sweetheart so that was a plus.
Me and Matt finally got out of my house and picked up dinner then went to the park. It was cute. Then went to the swingsets and fed the ducks. They like calzones. A lot. Then we chased them into the water and left.
Right now.. I'm just in a state of um.. 'why the fuck did you tell him that'? I told Matt something I shouldn't have told him and now I'm afraid he's going to get in a fight or something which would be really really bad. And idk I'm just kinda stressing over it.
Ugh. This was too long for me.