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[sheis_murderous]

I lost my medication. Yeah how awesome is that? After one month of taking it regularly I fucking lose it. I was reading on the site and it says if I miss a dose my symptoms could worsen.. and they definitely are. People are pissing me off tonight. I think it's kinda creepy when some random guy just tells me that I'm too sexy to be sad. How the fuck does he know if I'm sexy? Pictures don't do justice. Stupid desperate guys. This is what I DON'T miss about being single.. when I was taken, I could just tell them to fuck off I have a boyfriend.. but now I can't do a damn thing about stupid internet compliments except block them.. which for some reason I don't like doing. I don't like how people are telling me to calm down. This is the first time I've been freaking out over stupid stuff in forever.. because my fucking medicine actually HELPS that and it doesn't help that I lost it. You would think that if you liked someone, you'd say Hi to them every once in awhile instead of ignoring them until 11 at night then talking to them. So he wants to get to know me? Well he's missing all of his fucking opportunities. I'm done with cute little crushes that never go anywhere. Totally done. I need to.. go somewhere. Sitting here isn't helping a fucking thing. I need to listen to something else. Symphony in Peril makes me want to murder someone. So it'd be greatly appreciated if someone volunteered themselves. Jesus christ. Fuck everything. I don't know why I try in life anymore. My life fucking sucks. The ONLY thing I have going for me is a new car which probably won't be going for me soon. Since I can't work because of my crippled arm, I'm probably going to miss a payment. And god help me if I miss one of those.. there goes my fucking car. There goes the only thing that I have going for me right now. Fucking pathetic. I need to just.. stop.

I said fuck a lot. No ones going to read this. And I truly don't care. Well I do.. but I don't. Idk. I'm done.