bear said it best:

[sheis_lovely]

"i don't remember the last time i was so emotionally drained"
what a day i've had.
for those who know me
i don't get affected by emotion too often
except for random moments,
usually caused by a moment in a movie.
mr holland's opus was on tv today
so i watched it
and cried harder than i have for a long time.
i know my dad has affected students like that,
i wish they would do that for him when he retires.
but they won't.
then i got a job...i think.
but by then i was so tired
that i almost died several times driving home.
came home to find out that
there might be something wrong with my mom.
went to a dinner then a show with scott
about an autistic german transvestite surviving world war 2.
was amazing but so sad.
then i just got home
and my dad told me that my gramps died today at 5.
i was still under the impression that he was invincible.
and the last time i saw him,
he got up and painfully walked accross the room just to hug me.
my grannie will die soon as well, I'm guessing,
even though she's in fine health.
they couldn't live long without each other.
but at least the day is now over.
and i can finally rest.