yesterdays feelings
I don't even know how to explain/express the things that have been going on lately. I can't form anything into sensible sense.
I was about to attempt to explain what's going on in my mind/my intentions... but i realized if I posted that, I would be giving it away, duh.
Soo blablabla guys suck, FUCK EM ALL."iffff i was a boyyyy..." ick,
I've decided that I have to live on a beach at some point in my life. I've been to the beach aprox. 5/7 days for the past 2 weeks. I've gotten over the whole sand-being-on-everything thing. I'd love to live in a bathing suit everyday, read books, write books, take photos, barely care, and be able to enjoy a simple life. However, I wouldn't feel complete if that was my entire life. I need to be successful, and fulfill my dreams. I need to be independent, and create something of my own. I would love to prove myself to the world. I am capable of being independent. Following this I would like to be a housewife/mother, still creating and doing my own thing, but on a sophisticated level. I want to travel and see the beautiful places. I want to see the unfortunate places, too. Is that too much to ask? I guess I started too late. I should be in my beach front phase right now.
I was about to attempt to explain what's going on in my mind/my intentions... but i realized if I posted that, I would be giving it away, duh.
Soo blablabla guys suck, FUCK EM ALL."iffff i was a boyyyy..." ick,
I've decided that I have to live on a beach at some point in my life. I've been to the beach aprox. 5/7 days for the past 2 weeks. I've gotten over the whole sand-being-on-everything thing. I'd love to live in a bathing suit everyday, read books, write books, take photos, barely care, and be able to enjoy a simple life. However, I wouldn't feel complete if that was my entire life. I need to be successful, and fulfill my dreams. I need to be independent, and create something of my own. I would love to prove myself to the world. I am capable of being independent. Following this I would like to be a housewife/mother, still creating and doing my own thing, but on a sophisticated level. I want to travel and see the beautiful places. I want to see the unfortunate places, too. Is that too much to ask? I guess I started too late. I should be in my beach front phase right now.