May 14, 2010 13:34
Yeah, nothing exciting, really. Just things going bad as per usual.
My application in speech pathology at the university has been refused. I knew from the start it would be, my grades aren't good enough, but it still hurts. I guess deep inside I was hoping for a miracle. I know I can do linguistic and psycholy instead and still do an MA in speech pathology after, but it's not the same. I won't have internships, so there's no way I'll know for sure if it's really what I want to do for a living before finishing my studies. It kind of sucks.
I kept on being yelled at at work yesterday. I'm a bossgirl in a japanese restaurant, and one of the waitresses just spent the entire evening criticizing me, even when it wasn't my fault. I shut my mouth and took the blame, but inside I was like : Fuck you bitch. I know the restaurant is packed and you're stressed, but I am too, so shut the fuck up.
Anyway, this evening I'll bring my mother to the restaurant I work at to eat sushi! I swear they make the best sushi I've ever eaten. I just hope our waitress won't be the one who bitched me yesterday. It would be kind of awkward and unpleasant. But it will be my belated gift for mothers day, so I'll just smile and shut up if it happens, like I always do. What a good girl I am.
I worked a lot this week, so I'm dead tired. I was supposed to work this evening too, but my boss noticed that with the schedule she had given me, she was going to kill me XD So she gave me leave for tonight. I'm kind of grateful ^_^
And I'm going to go skydiving this summer! Don't know when, but I'll do it for sure. My younger sister turned 18 in March and since sh'es now of age, my mother's gift for her birthday is to bring her skydiving. I've wanted to do it for a long time, so I'll go with her and a couple of her friends, since she told me she didn't mind. It's a bit expensive (270$), but I think it will be worth it. After all the shit I had to endure over the past year and a half, I think I deserve it. Besides, I'm not the kind of person who spends a lot of money on trivial things, so I can afford it.
Oh yeah, I forgot. One of the customers at the restaurant yesterday was a guy for whom I had a crush on during high school. He came with his grandparents. I hadn't seen or talked to him for 3 years. And OMG, THE DUDE'S GOT NO LIFE AT ALL! He kind of got engaged after a 8 months long relationship with his girlfriend, they broke up, he dropped out of school and now he plays the piano about 10 hours a day. His family is pretty wealthy, so he can afford it. But still... I'm so glad he rejected me in high school XD He's changed so much in 3 years, it was hard to believe. We didn't talk much, I was too busy, but I should have told him I dated one of his elementary school classmates for over a year. A girl nevertheless. Just to see his face. XD If I see him again I totally will do it lol
Ugh, talking about my ex-girlfriend, I miss her so much. I really want to call her T_T. But I can't, 'cause I know I'll start crying the second I'll hear her voice. Love sucks.
Anyway, that's about it for now.
Ja ^_^
summer,
love,
work