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Aug 06, 2005 16:16

hey!~ (iono why im enthusiastic about sayin hi)

ahh well...my orientation went pretty well. Monday was really tiring. from 8 in the morning till 10 at nite all we did mostly was walk around campus and take care of some school stuff which wasnt so bad. we actually got off at like 8 and had the rest of the time to do pretty much watever wanted and i culda come home but i decided jus to walk around and check out what type of people roam around dere. it was pretty interesting. Plus i saw all the places where people chill when they have nothin to do and might i add i know ill be chillin dere when school starts =P

tuesday jus went to go get my classes and my schedule looks pretty filled up. i was hopin i wuldnt have to really have a morning class so i culd still sleep in...but i got stuck with a class that starts 8:15 monday, wednesday and friday and a class that starts at 9:30 on tuesday and thursday...still isnt that bad tho. and then i have another class after those two and den like 3 hours to spare and den another late afternoon class. im glad i didnt get stuck with late nite classes either since i do have to get up early in the morning.

UmMm what else...i don really wanna talk abt chubb chubb ill jus leave that be as it is...
and yeah so im suppose to get braces and i found these new type of braces dat don't show at all...more like retainers which is pretty cool and im lookin forward to those...as long as i don get the wire braces im all good.

i saved a bunch of quotes on the other pc and Jafar is usin it rite now and i know he wont get off for me to post em up rite now so ill just do it later den.

umm what else to say...Iono i've been doing a lot of thinking about things and what i want to do with the rest of my life. The mentality of my parents hasnt changed a bit and i dont expect it to. They're still stuck in their own world of when they were children and i don't blame them, but i hope they know they crushed a girl that could have been so much more if she were given a chance...the chance that she dreamt of every nite and would want to wake up for every morning...the hope dat was deep in her heart and dat made her cry the tears she wishes she never had to...the happiness she longed for all of her life with that lil happiness she died as a child never to be revived again.

sometimes i think about it...and im like what my life wulda been like if i was that girl again dat didnt care how bad things got but no feelings live...i still love..i still cry...i still care a whole lot...and always will...

"Perhaps youd be surprised how often, if you knew, a joke, a song, a memory, makes me think of you"

'A thousand years from now it will not matter what your bank account was, what kind of car you drove, or home you lived in, but whether or not the world was made a better place to live because you lived in it.' (totally love this one)
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