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jen is on the breakuptrain
blunt said its like tipping a refrigerator
yeah, maybe it is...
momentum....
aw shucks
i had a dream.. and remembered it today!
(p.s. that hasnt happened.... in.... a long time....)
here it is.
and i dont even really need to analyze it further... its pretty strong and detailed;
i was fixing the moped/motorcycle annex to my car??? out in the driveway of a fictional house with jen. we were getting kinda cold maybe so we went inside. linds called and said she would come up if she had a place to stay over, i said of course, theres room in my house. We would have to wait for linds to drive here. jen and i were relaxing in the family room with stan and my mom. (jen is always there and i know that, she is sorta the constant in this dream) so anyway, we are just conversing with stan and ma about these new music cd's we bought when i see above stan's head in a windowsill of some sort laura sitting there looking at me. i start to freak out.. i did NOT expect to see my ex in my house...my eyes dart around, she mouths to me not let my mom see her, so i take my eyes away from the window sill where she is crouched... i hear plastic bag rustling coming from where laura is... i try to ignore... i hear my name whispered... i have to give attention to that side of the room.... stan leans up and says something like "well lookie here! who is gonna introduce me to the lovely lady in the window!" before i look at my mother i take laur by the hand and we go to my room in the basement, jen too.... We are now in my room, sitting on my bed. laura saddles up to me and tells me that she is going to use my body to make her cum. i play along... i close my door, put on some music and dim the lights. i sit on the edge of the bed and laura, standing in front of me, parts my legs with a dildo. it is silent as she begins to fuck me. i start to lose myself, so i throw her on my bed and climb on top. i put the other end of the dong in her and we begin to fuck eachother. either after we had both cum or before i dont konw, i removed myself from her and walked over to put the lights on, the dildo is still in her. i get worried that my mom will walk in on us, i sit back on the bed, and a moment later, the door opens and mother walks in...i bullshit something about how we were all listening to the new music and how the new beautiful harmony was about to begin.. jen and laur listen intently.. and the next track was a loud drum mix.... so my story was shoddy and she knew it... thats the end.
it was a nap in jens room today after her lil sister mindy's sweet sixteen tea party!
which was cute
im tired thinking about this week. I feel disconnected. the orchestra concert yesterday was the bombdiggidy. i seriously love music after nights like that.. i couldnt imagine not performing!
i miss my outgoing and emotionally self reliant nature that i seemd to tapped into while alone in europe....
i keep singing? this one accordian lick from the accordian concerto.. how frustrating
5 albums, 5 dollars: haddenfield:
(in preference order)
1. 'tierra de nadie' Hevia
spanish Asturian bagpipe player with celtic roots plays folk.
2. 'Songs in the key of biotch'- that 1 guy
i probably cant describe him, you probably need to hear him.. but i knew it was him when i saw 'weasel potpie'
3. 'no mermaid'- sinead lohan
beautiful lady, beatiful lyric- shes got my hair...
4. 'Ravel' chicago symphony orch-
jen's choice
5. 'lesson #1'- stoley P.T.
the entirety of the cover art is cats and bongs...looks very low budget... song called catbong... has nothing to do with either.
**bonus treats**
BluntDoctorSmoke (4:17:17 AM): but, i cant recommend the latinas highly enough. a rican was my first, and i hope a rican sponge nurse is my last.
BluntDoctorSmoke (4:17:23 AM): ..maybe dominican.
Kjobullen (2:58:12 AM): Oh I burned 2 CDs all by myself just now. It worked. I imported them, then burned them....with no help
Kjobullen (2:58:46 AM): hey, aren't you proud of me????
Kjobullen (2:59:14 AM): HELLO, DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID???
Kjobullen (2:59:54 AM): WELL, I THINK IT IS A BIG DEAL, SORRY YOU DON'T.
Kjobullen signed off at 3:00:05 AM.
blunt said its like tipping a refrigerator
yeah, maybe it is...
momentum....
aw shucks
i had a dream.. and remembered it today!
(p.s. that hasnt happened.... in.... a long time....)
here it is.
and i dont even really need to analyze it further... its pretty strong and detailed;
i was fixing the moped/motorcycle annex to my car??? out in the driveway of a fictional house with jen. we were getting kinda cold maybe so we went inside. linds called and said she would come up if she had a place to stay over, i said of course, theres room in my house. We would have to wait for linds to drive here. jen and i were relaxing in the family room with stan and my mom. (jen is always there and i know that, she is sorta the constant in this dream) so anyway, we are just conversing with stan and ma about these new music cd's we bought when i see above stan's head in a windowsill of some sort laura sitting there looking at me. i start to freak out.. i did NOT expect to see my ex in my house...my eyes dart around, she mouths to me not let my mom see her, so i take my eyes away from the window sill where she is crouched... i hear plastic bag rustling coming from where laura is... i try to ignore... i hear my name whispered... i have to give attention to that side of the room.... stan leans up and says something like "well lookie here! who is gonna introduce me to the lovely lady in the window!" before i look at my mother i take laur by the hand and we go to my room in the basement, jen too.... We are now in my room, sitting on my bed. laura saddles up to me and tells me that she is going to use my body to make her cum. i play along... i close my door, put on some music and dim the lights. i sit on the edge of the bed and laura, standing in front of me, parts my legs with a dildo. it is silent as she begins to fuck me. i start to lose myself, so i throw her on my bed and climb on top. i put the other end of the dong in her and we begin to fuck eachother. either after we had both cum or before i dont konw, i removed myself from her and walked over to put the lights on, the dildo is still in her. i get worried that my mom will walk in on us, i sit back on the bed, and a moment later, the door opens and mother walks in...i bullshit something about how we were all listening to the new music and how the new beautiful harmony was about to begin.. jen and laur listen intently.. and the next track was a loud drum mix.... so my story was shoddy and she knew it... thats the end.
it was a nap in jens room today after her lil sister mindy's sweet sixteen tea party!
which was cute
im tired thinking about this week. I feel disconnected. the orchestra concert yesterday was the bombdiggidy. i seriously love music after nights like that.. i couldnt imagine not performing!
i miss my outgoing and emotionally self reliant nature that i seemd to tapped into while alone in europe....
i keep singing? this one accordian lick from the accordian concerto.. how frustrating
5 albums, 5 dollars: haddenfield:
(in preference order)
1. 'tierra de nadie' Hevia
spanish Asturian bagpipe player with celtic roots plays folk.
2. 'Songs in the key of biotch'- that 1 guy
i probably cant describe him, you probably need to hear him.. but i knew it was him when i saw 'weasel potpie'
3. 'no mermaid'- sinead lohan
beautiful lady, beatiful lyric- shes got my hair...
4. 'Ravel' chicago symphony orch-
jen's choice
5. 'lesson #1'- stoley P.T.
the entirety of the cover art is cats and bongs...looks very low budget... song called catbong... has nothing to do with either.
**bonus treats**
BluntDoctorSmoke (4:17:17 AM): but, i cant recommend the latinas highly enough. a rican was my first, and i hope a rican sponge nurse is my last.
BluntDoctorSmoke (4:17:23 AM): ..maybe dominican.
Kjobullen (2:58:12 AM): Oh I burned 2 CDs all by myself just now. It worked. I imported them, then burned them....with no help
Kjobullen (2:58:46 AM): hey, aren't you proud of me????
Kjobullen (2:59:14 AM): HELLO, DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID???
Kjobullen (2:59:54 AM): WELL, I THINK IT IS A BIG DEAL, SORRY YOU DON'T.
Kjobullen signed off at 3:00:05 AM.