Im so sick of people running in & out... when is someone going to stay
Squeeks came by today... he's leaving to move to Baltimore... Ive been so caught up in taking my room apart that I didn't even notica he was trying to tell me before. Wow I feel awesome now.. how could I have ignored that? I didn't even really know until yesterday because I didn't pay any attention to him before.. I wouldn't let him come near me.. god I hate people touching me sometimes it makes me feel disgusting.. I did not want to give him a hug goodbye and so I said bye and I wanted to cry and I walked by and he completely wrapped his arms around me.. I GOT SO MAD ahhh when I say I dont want someone touching me I FUCKING MEAN IT. I know I must be over reacting.. like... insanely.. but I just did not want someone touching me at all.. I wanted space.. is that too much to ask for?
So he came over today... we hung out && it made me feel so bad that I wasn't going to see him again. I hope he does well where he's going, right before he left he gave me his bracelet thingie. It's awesome so I feel so great to have it. Good luck my friend. <3 Have a good time as well.
So he came over today... we hung out && it made me feel so bad that I wasn't going to see him again. I hope he does well where he's going, right before he left he gave me his bracelet thingie. It's awesome so I feel so great to have it. Good luck my friend. <3 Have a good time as well.