GRRRR!
Feeling angry. My friend Mike was trying yet again to make me and Gena Kozlov friends. Let me put it this way. Gena is on my Persona Non Gratis list. It's a very short list, but Gena is in the top 3 category. He was the one who spread all those rumors about me in high school and couple of years after that. I hold him responsible for Paul not seeing me for person I truly am. I don't care if my friend says that Gena has changed. My life because of those rumors is the way it is - SUCKS.
My friend says "forgive and forget". However,I can't and I won't. If I do, Gena would win. He already won - I am a loser. Forgiving will not make me Paul's girlfriend or give me a position in Microsoft. It will not make me happy. It will not take me to the prom or make me go to Japan in 2002. It will not make me have wonderful adventures that could have happened but never did.
I'm not usually a person to hold a grudge, but there are some people who don't deserve forgiveness.
My friend says "forgive and forget". However,I can't and I won't. If I do, Gena would win. He already won - I am a loser. Forgiving will not make me Paul's girlfriend or give me a position in Microsoft. It will not make me happy. It will not take me to the prom or make me go to Japan in 2002. It will not make me have wonderful adventures that could have happened but never did.
I'm not usually a person to hold a grudge, but there are some people who don't deserve forgiveness.