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I have been pretty quiet recently havent I. Things are not going well. I am on anti-depressants that make me feel no better but whenever I see a doc they say "give them more time". Its been two months, how much more time do I need! I want to die, I feel miserable most of the time, I cant go out and I have some very, very strange thoughts at times, but its like no one is listening to me. No one cares. Except Scott anyway.
He got me a really lovely silver charm bracelet with pagan stuff on it like a pentagram, athame etc, and tomorrow or saturday he is getting me a dog in the hopes that it will get me out of the house more. I cant go out by myself, I only go when he is with me otherwise I dont feel safe, so hopefully the dog will make me feel safe. Its a collie, not seen it yet, but I am sure it will be perfect. Its been raised on a farm as a sheep dog, but its not met the grade (many dont), so now its being sold as a pet, and we are buying it. So it will be well trained and everything. Its something to look forward to :)
Chi chi has not had her kittens yet. She looks like she has swallowed a football, and is producing milk, so it should be soon.
He got me a really lovely silver charm bracelet with pagan stuff on it like a pentagram, athame etc, and tomorrow or saturday he is getting me a dog in the hopes that it will get me out of the house more. I cant go out by myself, I only go when he is with me otherwise I dont feel safe, so hopefully the dog will make me feel safe. Its a collie, not seen it yet, but I am sure it will be perfect. Its been raised on a farm as a sheep dog, but its not met the grade (many dont), so now its being sold as a pet, and we are buying it. So it will be well trained and everything. Its something to look forward to :)
Chi chi has not had her kittens yet. She looks like she has swallowed a football, and is producing milk, so it should be soon.