with common sense and courtesy and other things we thought would be the end of us.

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ok i REALLY need to stop going to sleep at 5 am and sleeping until the afternoon. i feel like such a waste. and i haven't done any of the things i wanted to do this summer.

i really wanna go to the beach sometime like next week, or the week after. i really wanna go on a picnic. i really wanna go to the city. i really wanna go to a good show. i really wanna go running. i really wanna do a WHOLE bunch of crafts and art project things that i've been putting off. i really wanna paint my room. i really wanna have a lot of parties. i really wanna see a lot of people that i haven't seen yet this summer. i really wanna get to dress up for something. i really wanna take pictures of so many things.

today.
i will finish my room.
i will spend some time outside.
i will make secure plans for friday.
i will organize the above things that i want to do.
i will talk to some people i miss.
i will go to work (unfortunately.)
i will hopefully see Devin before he leaves tomorrow.
i will go to sleep at a reasonable hour.

and tomorrow.
i will start my REAL summer. the summer i've been waiting for.