she's got a bottle of tequila. a bottle of gin. and if i bring a little music i can fit right in.
Yeah, well you know grey's my favorite color.
I felt so symbolic yesterday.
If I knew Picasso,
I would buy myself a grey guitar and play.
you can never escape.
you can only move south down the coast.
[speaking of symbolic... new york... baltimore... south down the coast... yeah...]
oh jfkodoajo. just saying the word "baltimore" makes me so excited.
i want a kitten so bad. i wish my dad wasn't allergic.
oh! last night i saw a little mouse! it was running and it stopped right in front of me and looked at me and then ran away. i tried to catch it and say hi, but it was too fast and ran into bushes. :( it was the cutest smallest ever though.
i'm going to my grandma's house tonight with my brother. we're going to eat chicken and potatoes and knit and sew and watch jeopardy. cause we're the best.
then i guess i'm doing nothing after that. i feel like i have no friends anymore.
i'm getting so sick of how insecure i am. i hope making friends at college isn't a total disaster. it's so confusing. i don't "fit in" anywhere. it's kind of one of the things i like most about myself. but at the same time, it's kind of lonely. i don't wanna be a stereotypical anything... but fitting in seems nice sometimes. i just want people to give me a chance.
ok no more bitching.
but look at this!
they're engaged?! i didn't even know they were DATING! she's the luckiest. i wanted to marry him. another dream down the pipes. ::sigh::
i pretend i like her new song but i really hate it and just like the lyrics. oh i guess it's about him.
oh. and i hate boyfriends. a lot.
I felt so symbolic yesterday.
If I knew Picasso,
I would buy myself a grey guitar and play.
you can never escape.
you can only move south down the coast.
[speaking of symbolic... new york... baltimore... south down the coast... yeah...]
oh jfkodoajo. just saying the word "baltimore" makes me so excited.
i want a kitten so bad. i wish my dad wasn't allergic.
oh! last night i saw a little mouse! it was running and it stopped right in front of me and looked at me and then ran away. i tried to catch it and say hi, but it was too fast and ran into bushes. :( it was the cutest smallest ever though.
i'm going to my grandma's house tonight with my brother. we're going to eat chicken and potatoes and knit and sew and watch jeopardy. cause we're the best.
then i guess i'm doing nothing after that. i feel like i have no friends anymore.
i'm getting so sick of how insecure i am. i hope making friends at college isn't a total disaster. it's so confusing. i don't "fit in" anywhere. it's kind of one of the things i like most about myself. but at the same time, it's kind of lonely. i don't wanna be a stereotypical anything... but fitting in seems nice sometimes. i just want people to give me a chance.
ok no more bitching.
but look at this!
they're engaged?! i didn't even know they were DATING! she's the luckiest. i wanted to marry him. another dream down the pipes. ::sigh::
i pretend i like her new song but i really hate it and just like the lyrics. oh i guess it's about him.
oh. and i hate boyfriends. a lot.