trying trying

Jan 21, 2013 14:41

well i found out the social services people arent affiliated with the housing people in fond du lac so i havent been on the list here. i am approved for a doctors visit tomorrow and blood work if needed.. so thats started. dvr is sending me the paperwork to get help thru them on possible jobs or disability.
i still have to update my info for food stamps and recall advocap because the lady hasnt called me yet but im headed out shortly so tomorrow after the doc appointment maybe i can get ahold of her and see what all i need to bring in there.so with a little luck and prayer maybe i wont be homeless.

jeff just got put down to part time so i know he doesnt have a ton of money. its odd. hes worked at joes since before i knew him which was like in the 80s just goes to show you. even long term employers have to lay off or reduce hours on people to make ends meet. i know mary jo and ron wouldnt let jeffs hours get cut if they could figure out how not to. they are like family. it just makes my search that more harder to have someone with so much experience and a long job history getting cut back and now searching.
so send alittle positive energy for us both. hes been helping me with alot of the non food stuff. its coming down to the wire. theres only so much i can do then i just have to quit. put the cats in the pound and drown myself. i dont want to be homeless and if everything ive tried doesnt work i will be. so right now im scared and i hope karma gets back at kevin. no one should be left homeless just because shes sick and having health issues. sigh. the state of the economy. i do know if i get thru this and i fall in love.. im just gonna hit myself with a hammer and curse and drop them. never gonna believe anyone when they say they love me. its never true. not in 51 years has it been true. except my mom but she doesnt count. nor do friends. men.. bleh.
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