..this is where i spill my heart to you..
i'm sitting here, and i'm listening to this sad song. and everyone knows i like you. it's obvious i don't try to hide it anymore. there's no reason too. and you tell me i like this guy, but i dont like him, i like you. i've screamed it a thousand times i like you. i've never felt this way before. tongue tied. stuttering and uptight, only to try to be perfect for you. and i do try i try really hard. i do everything you ask of me. and i dont even know why. i wont back talk you when you say bad things to me, things that hurt me really bad, i sit and take it. i try to look out for you, telling you not to do those bad things that you want to try, but you wont listen, do you ever listen to anything i say?
i dont even know why im rambling about this. i guess because it makes me feel better, god knows i cant tell you, its not because i think you'll make fun of me. it's because i dont want you to know. i dont want you to how i feel. and the way i feel, its just non-explainable. these words dont even come close to how im feeling..
..im the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need..