hum......
Hum..... i am so totaly in love. wow me of all people. i try not to think anout tomarrow, and just take each day that i am granted, for it is truly a gift. even if i never have more. or if i never feel this feeling again, i'll know i was granted love for at least a short time. i am always trying to steal time, and it seems time is limited. oh my..... i try not to think about the pain that in the furture i will most truly go through. i have love now, and it will be enough. it's good to have someone to call your own. very good. even if the reast of the world is blind to it, i know in my heart that a part of him will always be mine, and i will always be his forever. even if only in mind rather than body. wow 4 months left, thats all, that manny. both thoughts are running through my mind. i find love, and then am forced to leave it to early. but it's a step in everyones life that must be taken. hum..... soft.... warm.... it's like being home. safe and loved, and true in the arms of love. i loved him from the moment i noticed him, and i want him more with every passing moment.