pissed like a mother

Oct 12, 2004 20:56

shit...my voice is gone....I shouldn't have screamed so much last night. Crap. My teacher is going to KILL me if I don't get it back by Saturday..

my wrist is all funny. It'll get stiff, then I'll crack it..and then it'll get stiff on me again. It's really pissing me off. Did i sprain it? Gahh...who cares. Even if there is something wrong with it, my parents won't take me to the doctors to get it checked.

I'm going through some shit with my friend right now...here's what she wrote about me...
"7. We have known each other for about 3 years... and it was definitely not a stable relationship. Every year, something has happened between us but we overcame it in a short period of time. But right now... I don't know. I don't know if you have heard stuff, which you probably did... but this is from ME ok? Ok. First off, you know I have little tolerance for things that annoy me. And honest to God, sometimes you annoy the shit out of me. I don't know why. I guess it's because sometimes you act so childish.. you act like the world revolves around you... you don't take the time to even think about other people. It's always got to be about you. Like, you know I joke around a lot but they aren't to hurt anyone's feelings. I'm sorry if it did. I know you think there isn't a difference between lying and joking, but I define joking as having fun, laughing and as for lying... I define it as deceitful intentions in hurting someone. I'm sorry if you ever felt like I was lying to you. But you know I wouldn't. But I felt like you were being such a bitch about it. Like you ruin everyone else's fun. Just because you don't think its fun, you have to ruin it for the rest of us. That's why I think you're self-centered... wanting all the attention and things to go your way. I hope that we can become friends again, but I'm not sure we will ever be as close as we use to."

she called ME self-centered, childish, selfish, and um..let's see, what did I leave out? oh yes...i "ruin everyone else's fun." You know what the funny thing is...I changed MYSELF for her...she's the one going around with a Sharpie and drawing on our friend...she's the one that never gets happy when I win something...so does that NOT make HER the selfish/self-centered/childish one?
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