Sep 16, 2004 23:28
i am such a fucking retard..
WHY did I not "fight" for him??? Why did I give up on asking him to homecoming?? I hate myself for being such a fucktard...i hate being so goddamn nice! WHY did I allow her to go with him?? WHY DO I GIVE UP SO EASILY????????????
i am soo going to regret everything....i cant believe i'm as stupid as this..
i hate myself for being so stupid....
and for being such a jealous bitch...
but i cant help it when he calls her...it's not fair...it should be me he's calling...me that's calling him.
RAWR