home, home on the range.
three days of eternity have passed. Who says that forever is fun? It is very hard to breathe here, your eyes cross constantly, and blinking makes you nauseous. I have come to the place i once called home, everything is so different. I remember sitting in my home, before i left eternity the first time. I used to wish for forever, thinking of it as a time of laughter and peace, only it is much the opposite. I find myself a stranger to the people i used to know, i find the roads have new signs, and there is more neon on every corner. The New eckerds is uglier than white trash squeezing into a bikini, and the new car wash is see through! I found that back here in eternity, things keep on happening, life is happening, change is happening, and loneliness is prevalent. Those i used to know have gotten more successful since i left, and those i hated seem to be the only one who greet me with a kind eye. I find i wish i were back in "living for the moment," There, at least, they are not consumed with acquisition. My first night back in eternity, i ate dinner at Ruby Tuesday's. My father, who has been in the same spot in forever showed that he had not changed much, but this time he didnt say anything about what i was wearing, about the slip of silver in my nose, or about my admission of love. He simply listened, as i poured my heart out, as i told him of my struggles in breathing and seeing cleary, i told him of a new love, an old thorn in my side, and a new sense of motivation to leave eternity once again, and return to the land of "living in the moment" He wished me luck and told me he was excited about the time we did have together.
He ended his relationship with his mexican woman
He bought the house next door to the house he owns now
He is in the process of selling my car
He sold his truck, and had to replace a window in his Land Crusier, which had gotten broken into. He hasnt changed much, it makes me sad.
I had friends here in eternity, before i left that is. Funny, i can't seem to find them anywhere. I have called, but the familiar voices declare no such person lives there, those that i really want to see, wont be back for a week, and i am stuck with my heathen family. I forgot how aquainted domestic abuse, battery, failure to appear in court, and bail bondsmen are with my family here in eternity.
Who ever said eternity is fun? who ever wished for eternity? who ever said I'll love it foreveR? forever is where i am, forever away from you, and in eternity is where i will be till i see you again....
He ended his relationship with his mexican woman
He bought the house next door to the house he owns now
He is in the process of selling my car
He sold his truck, and had to replace a window in his Land Crusier, which had gotten broken into. He hasnt changed much, it makes me sad.
I had friends here in eternity, before i left that is. Funny, i can't seem to find them anywhere. I have called, but the familiar voices declare no such person lives there, those that i really want to see, wont be back for a week, and i am stuck with my heathen family. I forgot how aquainted domestic abuse, battery, failure to appear in court, and bail bondsmen are with my family here in eternity.
Who ever said eternity is fun? who ever wished for eternity? who ever said I'll love it foreveR? forever is where i am, forever away from you, and in eternity is where i will be till i see you again....