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[sheera529]

i am sorry i lied
i am sorry i hurt you
i couldnt admit to that
i didnt know what else to do

i wonder if it will be long
till we can speak again
i wonder if i can fix my wrong
if you will ever call me friend.

i read some emails
we had some real great times
we were so goofy
when we tried to make those emails rhyme

it was a long time coming
i guess we knew it wouldnt last
i guess i was just suprised
now i long for the past

can i call and you not hang up
can i not throw up when i see you?
can we get our lives out of this rut
will my nervousness ever be calmed by you?

i guess not, cause you dont like the internet
so i can say whatever i want and not be afraid
i can say i'm wrong, and full of regret
and that i miss you lots
all i can do is grasp for a friendship
whose ends are frayed