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Everybody hurts.....yeah that is true
but is sucks while you are on the floor writhing in pain and the world is mocking you... hold on.....to what?
yeah R.E.M seems to echo this philosphy of strength, but what have we to hold on to? sanity, hope, faith, friends? funny how slippery those things get in your time of need......
shit, i hate complaining, someone told me that i needed to be more human. so is this all humanity is? complaining? running? mocking? well guess what chris? i have succumb to humanity. i dont feel anything but complaining, i dont wonder about anything but large, heavy pianos falling right on top of me. i also wonder about God. I wonder why i should feel obligation to something that seems to like making me miserable. i wonder why i should feel like it is pertainent for me to go through the motions. they say that insanity is going through with the same thing and expecting a different outcome, is it insane for me to go with God when i keep getting the same results?
damn, shit, fuck..
yeah fuck. that is suck an ugly word, it is such an ugly day, inside of me is so ugly and most of all, i want to be offensive and ugly right not
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
but is sucks while you are on the floor writhing in pain and the world is mocking you... hold on.....to what?
yeah R.E.M seems to echo this philosphy of strength, but what have we to hold on to? sanity, hope, faith, friends? funny how slippery those things get in your time of need......
shit, i hate complaining, someone told me that i needed to be more human. so is this all humanity is? complaining? running? mocking? well guess what chris? i have succumb to humanity. i dont feel anything but complaining, i dont wonder about anything but large, heavy pianos falling right on top of me. i also wonder about God. I wonder why i should feel obligation to something that seems to like making me miserable. i wonder why i should feel like it is pertainent for me to go through the motions. they say that insanity is going through with the same thing and expecting a different outcome, is it insane for me to go with God when i keep getting the same results?
damn, shit, fuck..
yeah fuck. that is suck an ugly word, it is such an ugly day, inside of me is so ugly and most of all, i want to be offensive and ugly right not
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK