Feb 05, 2005 03:15
Hey i dont feel really engaged in todays society im actually kinda depressed I dont know last night was awfull i hope i never see her again. but i just i dont know thinking about my past and old friends like east warren cre woot woot oh danm i miss Alex i hope shes doing ok. I hoep maybe i get a hold of her im going done to the Gp in less then 6 days so im pshyched ill do my thing and chill but i dont know i miss all my old friends i dont feel or thing i have had close friends since god knows how long i hate feeling like this werid loner. i know people care for me and such but i just dont feel it not ike i used to.....and i really miss jeff that guys like my dad i hope hes ok and that something happens to help him...God please answer my prays thank you