Remembering my last drunk won’t keep me sober…so…

[sheeppainter]

Why the hell won't my LJ Cuts work? Bizarre..

Remembering my last drunk won’t keep me sober…so…

Twelve years ago today was pretty much like just about any other day in the years preceding.
I woke up, depressed, feeling horrible, lonely, sick. Every day was like a constant hangover. Even getting drunk didn’t alleviate that.

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wow.

[girlaskew]

so. basically.. wow. speachless. this hit home in so many ways i cant even begin to say. i won't go into my history or any past experiences- obviously i havea huge drinking problem otherwise this wouldn't resound so greatly within me- but wow. you give me hope. hope that while i may always be wanting to drink, hope that while i am an alcoholic and i'm young and i'm so f-ing scared i could .. i don't know, drink my life away, for starters... you give me hope that wow, someone has doen this and been there and is just. like. me. and survived. no, is surviving. thank you so much for taking the time to write this, and all of your other inspiring words. it is much easier to want to be sober, when you can see how much better life is when you actually live it. thank you so much.

Re: wow.

[sheeppainter]

Thank you. My greatest hope in life is that I can be helpful to others. In some way. Any way. I appreciate very much your comment... all my best to you on your journey...