FML
These past two weeks have been awful weeks and they keep getting worse. Seriously - I'm on some bad streak right now. It's not even that everything that is happening is severe, it's just adding up.
It goes like this. First I give myself food poisoning. Then my laptop fritzes and I have to get it fixed. It comes back working but slow and annoying me to bits. Then I have an utter friend!fail moment. I also lock myself out of my apartment in -18 degree weather when my landlords/lady are not home. One of my best friends, Mishmash, leaves for home for the semester and I completely miss our last chance to meet up because my head decided to bludgeon itself. I have some awful cold/flu thing that leaves me with really bad headaches and some of the worst nausea.
My apartment is not well insulated so my natural ability to run warm makes it okay. When I am sick, that natural ability gets fritzy. I woke up from my drug-induced coma shivering so bad that my teeth still hurt hours later. I was under three blankets, one of the being a duvet. It did not work. So I go into my roommates room to warm up on with his space heater and crank it up to full. But the thing goes on a shift thing and I got in just as a shift ended. So I stand in front of it, shivering even worse (I didn't think it was possible, but it was) while standing in front of it. I finally give in and grab my blankets and get on his bed - waiting for the spaceheater to kick in. It does and I am finally warm and drift to sleep, only to have him wake me up with this confused look on his face. I am so mortified. We are friends but we are not, sleep on eachother's beds people. He doesn't seem pissed off but I'm now hiding in my cold room avoiding him.
Also, I overheated, and got a dehydration headache on top of my flu headache. Now my whole head is clanging. I am not a bitchy sick person but I've had almost enough of it. Also my mom called and thought I was coming home this weekend and I totally broke her heart when I said I couldn't. She is so lonely since my Dad effed off to Arizona to hang with his sister while she's busy with yearend.
I hope to god tomorrow is a better day. That is how ready I am for a good day - I'm hoping to a deity that I don't believe in and pisses me off to no end. Sorry for the bitchfest - but it has been cathartic.
Oh and I put on 3 pounds :(
It goes like this. First I give myself food poisoning. Then my laptop fritzes and I have to get it fixed. It comes back working but slow and annoying me to bits. Then I have an utter friend!fail moment. I also lock myself out of my apartment in -18 degree weather when my landlords/lady are not home. One of my best friends, Mishmash, leaves for home for the semester and I completely miss our last chance to meet up because my head decided to bludgeon itself. I have some awful cold/flu thing that leaves me with really bad headaches and some of the worst nausea.
My apartment is not well insulated so my natural ability to run warm makes it okay. When I am sick, that natural ability gets fritzy. I woke up from my drug-induced coma shivering so bad that my teeth still hurt hours later. I was under three blankets, one of the being a duvet. It did not work. So I go into my roommates room to warm up on with his space heater and crank it up to full. But the thing goes on a shift thing and I got in just as a shift ended. So I stand in front of it, shivering even worse (I didn't think it was possible, but it was) while standing in front of it. I finally give in and grab my blankets and get on his bed - waiting for the spaceheater to kick in. It does and I am finally warm and drift to sleep, only to have him wake me up with this confused look on his face. I am so mortified. We are friends but we are not, sleep on eachother's beds people. He doesn't seem pissed off but I'm now hiding in my cold room avoiding him.
Also, I overheated, and got a dehydration headache on top of my flu headache. Now my whole head is clanging. I am not a bitchy sick person but I've had almost enough of it. Also my mom called and thought I was coming home this weekend and I totally broke her heart when I said I couldn't. She is so lonely since my Dad effed off to Arizona to hang with his sister while she's busy with yearend.
I hope to god tomorrow is a better day. That is how ready I am for a good day - I'm hoping to a deity that I don't believe in and pisses me off to no end. Sorry for the bitchfest - but it has been cathartic.
Oh and I put on 3 pounds :(