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its funny i guess,
how something unsaid and unknown to everyone except to the person who thinks it
can hurt someone else so much.
and what sucks is that its killing me inside
not to know
its ruining everthing.
everything.
and i hate how my mind wanders and thinks the worst.
i know it wont ruin our friendship. we'd both be idiots if we let it.
but strong friendships arent suppose to have secrets.
and i think we have a very strong friendship.
and i would hate to lose it over something like this.
i just wish you would tell me.
put my mind at ease.
if you have any feeling left for me like we had for eachother when we first met
i hope you would tell me.
this really isnt fair to either of us.
and honestly, i hate this feeling.
and you've know me long enough to know that i never say "hate"
how something unsaid and unknown to everyone except to the person who thinks it
can hurt someone else so much.
and what sucks is that its killing me inside
not to know
its ruining everthing.
everything.
and i hate how my mind wanders and thinks the worst.
i know it wont ruin our friendship. we'd both be idiots if we let it.
but strong friendships arent suppose to have secrets.
and i think we have a very strong friendship.
and i would hate to lose it over something like this.
i just wish you would tell me.
put my mind at ease.
if you have any feeling left for me like we had for eachother when we first met
i hope you would tell me.
this really isnt fair to either of us.
and honestly, i hate this feeling.
and you've know me long enough to know that i never say "hate"