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my dads in hospital again, got taken in at 3am this morning, couldnt breathe, wont take his bloody medicine, im more annoyed at him than anything, hes been given steroids to take the swelling in his lungs down (dont ask how, i dont know) it had given him his appetite back, made him feel better, but still he refused to take them all, hes supposed to have 4 a day and he refuses to take more than 2, i dont know why hes doing it! Of course, my mum is beside herself, i came home from work to find her on the phone to my nana in tears, the hospital wont help with his care either, as far as they're concerned, hes not bedridden so he doesnt need a nurse to help look after him, what the fuck do they know? overpaid beaurocrats sitting at a desk making decisions, they dony know jack shit, they dont live with him, they dont see what he goes through, what my mum goes through, the fact she doesnt get more than 3 hours of sleep at a time (most of the time not even in a day) i dont think they even care, hes like a car thats been written off, cant fix it so it might as well go to the scrap heap
wankers
i hope these people get sick one day, does that sound harsh? is it very unforgiving of me? do i sound like a complete bitch?
well, frankly i dont give a damn, i hope they go through the exact same thing, it might give them the strength of character and humanity that they're so obviously lacking at the moment
fuckwits
have i turned into a horrible person? have i become one of those people that nobody wants to spend time with because the poison spreads from that person to another as easily as a cold? maybe im rotten and poisonous inside now, maybe ive been like that for a while, thats probably more true, its just showing more now that im venting my anger once again into this bastard thing, im on a kind of a downward spiral, no doubt some poor person will read this and their feelings will get hurt, just like last time, but if its one of those cunts who wont help us when we so desperately need it i dont think i care, i hope they get lung cancer too
now that ive shown you all what a twisted human being i am im going to go
wankers
i hope these people get sick one day, does that sound harsh? is it very unforgiving of me? do i sound like a complete bitch?
well, frankly i dont give a damn, i hope they go through the exact same thing, it might give them the strength of character and humanity that they're so obviously lacking at the moment
fuckwits
have i turned into a horrible person? have i become one of those people that nobody wants to spend time with because the poison spreads from that person to another as easily as a cold? maybe im rotten and poisonous inside now, maybe ive been like that for a while, thats probably more true, its just showing more now that im venting my anger once again into this bastard thing, im on a kind of a downward spiral, no doubt some poor person will read this and their feelings will get hurt, just like last time, but if its one of those cunts who wont help us when we so desperately need it i dont think i care, i hope they get lung cancer too
now that ive shown you all what a twisted human being i am im going to go