blood? no! its money flowing through my veins
2nd attempt to donate plasma, second time ive been DENIED! except she told me today that if i get here at exactly eight o clock saturday morning, she'll take me first. i will be there plastered all ova that bitch. i need my plasma money for ecstasy. last night i threw a shit fit, the neighbor musta thought i went insane. which i did, i suppose. i lost my mind. i never thought my body could be in so much physical pain i didnt sleep at all...i started crying like a child then went the pain (obviously) didnt recede, i resorted to throwing shoes at the wall and screaming i fucking hate being sick i do believe at one point i threw a mug because there was shattered glass in the kitchen the next morning. finally i faded into some delirious stupor and then at seven that morning i went to safeway and bought me a big thing of robotussin. hell is where infomercials and vomiting your life out coincide. i feel better. ahhh earthdance come sooner!