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So I realized after we ate way too much that I was too tired to actually dance or party or even get drunk. So did none of those things. But ate LOTS. Looked at picture books with a little girl. Played Trivial Pursuit, even though I HATE Trivial Pursuit. Lost. Sat on the sofa, being super tired, but everyone else was too, so it was fine. So we sat and were bitchier than I really like to be (sometimes I catch myself in the middle of a bitchy conversation and don't realize why it's even happening, although really, there's usually a reason - I'd just prefer not to get worked up about things that don't matter much, because I always end up talking in a tone of voice I don't care for). Then almost fell asleep on the sofa, kinda squished up against a friend, and I remembered that I really appreciate that I have friends I can just kinda nap on - I don't know how to build new friendships like that, though. Someone teach me.