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I've been feeling very Blah lately. This is not good. This is not me. Someone needs to cheer me up. Please?
I'm not even talking much to anybody (except online wich is different) and it's making me sad and I haven't been cheerful for days (not in real life anyway... it's easier in IMs and such), and it is so unlike me.
My life sucks right now anyway.
I am so not in the mood to go to the big fancy party/dinner/dance thing on Saturday. Wonder if anyone will buy my ticket?
And I don't care about the freaking things I need to do for school. Fuck chemistry. I hate it anyway and will most probably fail the final. Why even bother shoving up to class and doing the reports and assignments? Ugh.
I miss my friends. Yet I can't be bothered to make an effort to actually talk to them.
Family is stupid. Well, parents are, anyway. Dad is annoying. Mother is. Well. She's just herself, and noone in the world can make me feel as bad as my mother, when she tries. Sometimes she doesn't even have to try.
Love my sisters though. They have not been (too) annoying in a long time. Hugs to them. They're great girls.
People in general are just stupid, though.
Oh, and if anyone's mad/pissed off or just wondering why I haven't commented in their journals for some time, it's because I'm sad and unmotivated, and keep thinking "I really should say something to this", and then decide not to. Stupid Auður.
(end random, whining self-pitying rant)
The weather has been nice, though.
I'm not even talking much to anybody (except online wich is different) and it's making me sad and I haven't been cheerful for days (not in real life anyway... it's easier in IMs and such), and it is so unlike me.
My life sucks right now anyway.
I am so not in the mood to go to the big fancy party/dinner/dance thing on Saturday. Wonder if anyone will buy my ticket?
And I don't care about the freaking things I need to do for school. Fuck chemistry. I hate it anyway and will most probably fail the final. Why even bother shoving up to class and doing the reports and assignments? Ugh.
I miss my friends. Yet I can't be bothered to make an effort to actually talk to them.
Family is stupid. Well, parents are, anyway. Dad is annoying. Mother is. Well. She's just herself, and noone in the world can make me feel as bad as my mother, when she tries. Sometimes she doesn't even have to try.
Love my sisters though. They have not been (too) annoying in a long time. Hugs to them. They're great girls.
People in general are just stupid, though.
Oh, and if anyone's mad/pissed off or just wondering why I haven't commented in their journals for some time, it's because I'm sad and unmotivated, and keep thinking "I really should say something to this", and then decide not to. Stupid Auður.
(end random, whining self-pitying rant)
The weather has been nice, though.