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I was gonna go to sleep early but then I remembered that Lilya-4-ever was on TV so I had to watch that and it was very sad and disturbing and now I don't think I can go to sleep for the next two hours or so. And I have class at 8 and if I fell asleep now I'd get 6 hours of sleep. But I'll probably be okay cause I slept alot last night. I could not get out of bed this morning. I wish I had a movie I want to watch. I've figured out that I fall asleep much more easily on my couch when watching TV... only takes me about an hour instead of up to five hours when I'm in my bed. And there's nothing on TV at night here in Iceland, and I don't have anything I want to watch. I have DVDs but no DVD player in my bedroom. Ooooooh IwishIcouldjustsleep.
Developmental and evolutionary biology tomorrow. And a zoology lab, so it'll probably be an okay day, except for the fact that it's loooong. Eeeee, but I get paid on Tuesday and that's veryexciting. I want to/need to buy shoes, but I have to see how much money I have first, cause I need to save up for a flight to the US and for visa processing and such. Meh.
I miss GL. Which is stupid cause she doesn't live very far away and I still see her a lot but I miss spending time alone with her and talking with her on the phone. And really, I miss being 17 and the friendships I had with people back then because they were different in some way and I think I liked them better back then.
I miss summer, too. Not any summer in particular, I just miss summer. And I miss randomly going down to the pond and feeding the ducks and I miss going swimming down at our fake-beach and I miss climbing in the net-thing downtown and I miss eating ice cream and having nothing to worry about cause I'm working the night shift and it doesn't start until 11:30, and working the night shift means you don't need to worry about anything except keeping awake for 8 hours (and hopefully noone dies). And I miss riding my bike home from work at 7:30 on a summer morning... there's just nothing like it. I constantly miss stuff and I need to learn how to let go.
Developmental and evolutionary biology tomorrow. And a zoology lab, so it'll probably be an okay day, except for the fact that it's loooong. Eeeee, but I get paid on Tuesday and that's veryexciting. I want to/need to buy shoes, but I have to see how much money I have first, cause I need to save up for a flight to the US and for visa processing and such. Meh.
I miss GL. Which is stupid cause she doesn't live very far away and I still see her a lot but I miss spending time alone with her and talking with her on the phone. And really, I miss being 17 and the friendships I had with people back then because they were different in some way and I think I liked them better back then.
I miss summer, too. Not any summer in particular, I just miss summer. And I miss randomly going down to the pond and feeding the ducks and I miss going swimming down at our fake-beach and I miss climbing in the net-thing downtown and I miss eating ice cream and having nothing to worry about cause I'm working the night shift and it doesn't start until 11:30, and working the night shift means you don't need to worry about anything except keeping awake for 8 hours (and hopefully noone dies). And I miss riding my bike home from work at 7:30 on a summer morning... there's just nothing like it. I constantly miss stuff and I need to learn how to let go.