dude .....if you think parents are anal ...read this....
alright so this really blows i wake up get ready for church andi go to get my mom up to drive me to church like she always does and shes says NO omg what a stupid boogar ......and i was suupose to go liek every sunday i promised mr tony ......ugh my mom ruins everything like last night....
LAST NIGHT- i come home from dans all happy ....tired because i got up at 8 but i was happy ....and so i flop down on the couch and watch some 70's show ......lol i love that show.....dont watch it much ne more though any ways ....um yeah ....so then she was like come on beck its time to play some cards like we always do and i was like ok ......but the show had two minutes left so i was going to watch it ....BUT NOOOO she gets alll impatient ** you know how crazy moms can get ** anyways so shes like fine if you didnt want to play we dont have to ......so then i was like w/e and i went over there kinda mad cause she has no patience.....so then i got uncomfertabel so i yelled alil bit at the dog and she was liek god your so violent and im like no hes just gay and he always has to be at my feet (( i dont like my dog)) so then we started playing..... and then the games almost over and shes like you knwo if you didnt want to play then you didnt have to ... and im liek but i did ....so yeah it was gay and then i got mad so i stormed to my room...and then i was like....ugh so i called dan and my mom was like yeah you call dan and i was like FINE I WILL and itwas superly duperly gay .....so im on the phone with him and youcan tell shes mad butu i feel bad cause im never with her nemore.....so she comes in my room and shes like what were you yelling at and i was yelling at the fact that pictures all over my room felll.......so yeah....and then she saw me on the phone and she like said something but i forgot.....but it made me mad and then somehow.....me and dan got disconnected......so then i was like dan dan are you there and so then i hung up and my mom said something i forgot too ooo wait she was liek " youve been with him all day and you cant even spend some five minutes of quality time with me " which made me really feel bad because you knwo i havent been with her all day or lately cause of softball.....so then everything that has been cooped up in me lately just came out.....it wasa BIG BIG scream ......and then i put my pillow over my head and did it again and then i started crying ......and then i screamed out i just cant take this ne more im not perfect.....and then she comes in and shes balling her eyes out ...and shes like im sorry becky im sorry its just that ive been really lonely ....and i have no one to talk to im always alone....seee i would hate to have her life she does nothing ......and it makes me sad cause i wish i was with her doing nothing and its not liek she can go out and do fun stuff cause were luterally low on cash which is gay i wish my mom and dad never got divorced......but yeah ....so then dan called and im liek so what are you doing ** i was very sad though** and then like hes saying how faith is sad ......and stuff and how she thinks everything is her fault.....and im like thinking to myself yeah i feel that same way......so yeah and then he asked me what was wrong and i told him .....and then i got tired so i got off teh phone.....and i went to my rmoms room to sleep last night to make her feel better we were all happy then lol (( yes i knwo were bipolar)) but yeah when i got off teh phone i couldnt breath cause my throat hurt......so i rushedd to my kitchen and got something to drink i thought i was going to die no lie.....so yeah.....i went ot sleep.....
YESTERDAY- i woke up at 8 cause i had the jill molosch tournement it was pretty fun it was sad though cause even though i didnt knwo jill i knwo pple who knew her....and it was pretty sad....and then i was selling tshirts and her grandma and grandpa come up.....i felt so uncomfertabel i coudl hardly write.....so yeah and then i went home went to some garage sells (( is that how you spell sell)) ne ways .....then i got a trumpet YES I WAS SOOOOOOO happy ......finally i got a trumpet....its nice to ....now i have 3 trumpets/cornets but yeah....and i got ....ahh vans.....we got a monopoly game YES i love monopl ...sometimes lol.....i got something else too...but i forgot.....see i was suppose to go to reds bday party but i didnt cause i wouldnt of had fun cause you see.....her and her friends would have been listening to rap and stuff and i dont like rap sp yeah ....and i just would have felt left out.....and the party pooper......prolly not though lol.....but i was like eh that day but i went to dans YAY!!!!!!
8 MONTHS heck yes i was soooooooooooo happy i went to dans on saturday......cause it was our 8 months thats pretty long.....but yeah .....ahh....so we had alot of fun i got there and i just kinda chilled and then me and dan were in his front yard playing aroudn lol it was funny.......and then we went inside and did stuff i forgot.....and then went back outside lol......and we were playing aorund and we were talking about farts haha and how we both had to and we were going to at the same time lol cause were that cool......and then out of no where while my back is on his butt hehe ....he farted and it was soooooo funny .....see i dont care if someone farts around me ithink it is halarious......dan knows that lol yeah and back vibrated when he did that too ....lol it was funny.....i was cracking up no lie......i couldnt breath......and then we kept messin around and stuff...being retards lol cause we have no lives.....then that night we had a bon fire it was sweet lol...i love fire....hehe.....and then we were looking up at the sky.....and then we got on the ubject of how cool clouds are.....(( it was a full moon too which was super saweet)) ....i love the moon...ne ways and then i was like i wish i was a cloud and dans like yeah me to .....do you think they have to pay taxes and this cracked me up cause i have no idea where that came from for one and two ....he doesnt even pay taxes yet so why woudl he bring that up loll.......but he was serious...and he was like yeah im a cloud lol.....so hes a cloud ...and im teh moon cause i pretty liek that lol.. and i light up the sky with my beauty.....if he can be a cloud i can be teh moon lol.....so yeah ....when you see a full moon thats me....after dinner....hehe.....cause im all big and stuff lol im a dork.....but yeah.....so thats about it .....oo we ost our game on friday....woopie the ump was super gay though lol.....and thats all i have to say about that .....