Nov 19, 2005 23:15
So it seems in my life that I have little choice... things just kind of happen as opposed to me choosing them happening... it's rather amusing and yet it's a little saddening that the things that I truely want can't come about. This isn't a depressed post because I really feel neutral right now. I don't have anything to complain about and yet I don't have anything to be really happy about either. I have Oodles and oodles of work... and yet no real drive to do any of it... There is yelling all around me and I just want to be in bed right now. Gah... I need to do work.