Ficlet: Gabriel Heinze/Lionel Messi, R
Title: Fear Itself
Pairing: Gabriel Heinze/Lionel Messi
Rating: R
Warnings: no
Word Count: 318
Disclaimer: Not true. Not a word of truth here. I made it all up, and if you think otherwise...you’re wrong.
Summary: “I’m not afraid of you anymore.”
"I'm not afraid of you anymore," Leo said suddenly, looking up at him. He looked at Gabriel steadily, forcing himself not to blink or avert his gaze under Gabriel's scrutiny.
He had to admit, it took him by surprise. He wasn't expecting that, not now, not ever.
He wasn't expecting Leo to look at him like that, determined and quietly certain.
He liked seeing him like that, kneeling in front of him, willing and eager to suck his cock, his eyes shining with expectation as Gabriel slowly undid the buttons of his jeans and allowed him to touch him and suck him.
He wasn't sure he liked it now, though despite the words, Leo didn't move - just kneeled there, his head close to Gabriel's thigh, his eyes as wide open and as expectant as ever.
But something has changed, and he couldn't ignore it.
"I never wanted you to be afraid of me," he lied half heartedly, caressing Leo's hair gently.
He needed time to think, but Leo's proximity, as always, wreaked havoc with his thoughts. When he was so near, so damn near, he just couldn't help it. He needed to have him, one way or another, and if it meant having the boy a little scared, making him come to him out of fear as well as lust, then it was fine with him.
If that's what he needed to make Leo return, if that's what made Leo come back… better fear than not having him at all.
"You're lying," Leo whispered, kissing his thigh softly through his jeans, "but it's ok…"
Gabriel had no idea how could that possibly be ok, but while he struggled to come to terms with what Leo was saying, Leo already had his jeans undone and pulled down.
"It's ok," he whispered again, his breath hot and painfully arousing, "I'm not afraid anymore… and you shouldn't be so afraid either."