*i don't want to if you don't want to*
I guess I'm back to posting what I want, when I want again. No one's opinion matters any more. I cannot believe I've spent the last two years of my life waiting for something and when I finally get it, somehow it still manages to slip away. I have more hatred in me right now than I've ever had in my life. I could punch a few people right in the face and not feel one bit of remorse. I'm tired of crying, I think three days of that is long enough. I honestly don't think I'm meant to be happy because my happiness lasts all of five minutes and then it's snatched away. I don't know what I've done so wrong to deserve to be this miserable, but I'm going to deal with things in my own time and in my own way. Thanks to Jordan for calling me last night to make sure I was ok. If Jordan, Candace, and David Bryan hadn't been with me the other night, I think I would have seriously lost my mind. I'm glad I have friends who care. Anyway, enough of that...
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1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
pink
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
liars, whores, and piece of shit boys LOL (i made a rhyme)
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
getting ready for bed
4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
negative
5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
other than cussing a few people, no
6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
yep, i love sister, sister =)
8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
i'm not very happy any of the time now...but when i am, my friends.
9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yeah
10. Honestly, do you like kissing?
who doesn't?
11. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
oh hell yeah
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
no because then they wouldn't be my friend.
13. Honestly, are you loyal?
of course.
14. Honestly, are you in denial?
nope
15. Honestly, who would you wanna be with this second?
my mind has changed on this one.
DIFFERENT EMOTIONS...
*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
yell, cuss, throw things
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
it's hard tellin
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
probably
*CRYING SECTION*
1. Honestly when's the last time you really cried?
earlier today...i've got a lot of stuff on my mind.
3. Do certain songs make you cry?
oh yeah...if i hear *you don't seem to miss me* one more time i think i'll lose it.
4. What usually makes you cry?
thinkin about all the drama of the last few months
*Happy Section*
1. Are you normally a happy person?
no
2. What can make you happy?
an apology, and a promise...
3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
yeah..
*Self-Esteem*
1. Do you believe in yourself?
not really
2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
yeah
3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, or gross?
nah
Until next time...
--Shenna
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1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
pink
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
liars, whores, and piece of shit boys LOL (i made a rhyme)
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
getting ready for bed
4. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
negative
5. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
other than cussing a few people, no
6. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
yep, i love sister, sister =)
8. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
i'm not very happy any of the time now...but when i am, my friends.
9. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
yeah
10. Honestly, do you like kissing?
who doesn't?
11. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
oh hell yeah
12. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
no because then they wouldn't be my friend.
13. Honestly, are you loyal?
of course.
14. Honestly, are you in denial?
nope
15. Honestly, who would you wanna be with this second?
my mind has changed on this one.
DIFFERENT EMOTIONS...
*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
yell, cuss, throw things
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
it's hard tellin
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
probably
*CRYING SECTION*
1. Honestly when's the last time you really cried?
earlier today...i've got a lot of stuff on my mind.
3. Do certain songs make you cry?
oh yeah...if i hear *you don't seem to miss me* one more time i think i'll lose it.
4. What usually makes you cry?
thinkin about all the drama of the last few months
*Happy Section*
1. Are you normally a happy person?
no
2. What can make you happy?
an apology, and a promise...
3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
yeah..
*Self-Esteem*
1. Do you believe in yourself?
not really
2. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny that you are?
yeah
3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, or gross?
nah
Until next time...
--Shenna