Rant...

Dec 18, 2005 02:11

Shew I just started thinking about something...A best friend I had in high school. I honestly cannot believe how much I hate her guts now. We'd probably still be friends to this day if she wasn't such a two faced bitch. What kind of best friend knowingly starts dating the one guy her supposed best friend has been head over heels in love with for years?

Stuff like that runs all over me. You should NEVER do that. I know it's bad to hold grudges, especially over something that petty, but I just don't forgive and forget. Maybe I wouldn't have gotten so pissed if she hadn't lied to me and tried to hide the fact that she wanted to date him in the first place. I think I still have the letter she wrote me confessing all this bull and hoping that I would forgive her. I tried, I really did. But some things are just unforgivable.

Ok now that I've gotten that out of the way...

Friday Dec. 16th - I went to Pound to watch my kids play. They were so surprised to see me and didn't want me to leave. I almost cried again... After the play, Devin and I did a little Christmas shopping before heading back here to the game. Kev scored his 1000th point. After the game, I rode to town for a little while and saw Corey, Macky, Teri, and Chris. I hadn't seen any of them in quite a while. Macky relayed a messaged to me that made me very happy! lol Corey decided to ride around with Macky for a while and I drove everyone else around in Corey's truck. Garon called about 10:30, so I got in my car and went to get him. We rode around for about an hour and then I took him to some party. I didn't want to go in, so I stayed in the car. A few minutes later, him and Corey came back and Corey tried to get me to come in, but I didn't. I came on home instead.

Today - I slept most of the day. It felt great! haha I finally took a shower and got ready to head to the Kiwanis Christmas Party. I was pretty mad to begin with because mom and dad pretty much ruined my night. But that's a whole different story. I started drinking Margaritas and by the end of the night I was feeling pretty good. haha I checked my cell phone about 10:30 and had 3 missed calls from Corey's cell phone. I'd say it was Garon, but no one left a message and when I tried to call back, I didn't get an answer. Amy and I left the party about 11:30 or so and decided to try to find them, but couldn't exactly locate the house where they were supposed to be! haha It was adventure nonetheless. *death curve* I nearly peed my pants. haha We finally gave up, cruised Sandlick and she brought me home. Now here I sit barely able to hold my eyes open. So I think I'm gonna head to bed. I just had a lot on my mind and I needed to get it out. haha Until next time...

--Shenna
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