emotional
ummm yeah school sux! biochem its kicking my ass. i have a lab practical already today! so i must study for that like now lol. i mean its not that bad because its just on 2 labs but i still need to review before class at 1:40 so yeah.
but man its freakin cold out today...the high is 5 degrees lol. but ok so yesturday me and karla were hanging out and me and angela have dance practice at 9:30. so it was kinda snowy and windy out last night and so angela was like dude its horrible out side i dont think im going to practice. and i was like ok but it doesnt look too bad out (i mean for winter come on) and she was like ok u torture urself. i was like ok? and so apparently she is now mad at me because i was supposedly giving her attitude last night because of that silly argument?! like grr i hate girls they are way to sensitive for me. but wtf like i dont even know what i said wrong and apparently she said i act differently when im with other people! now wtf i totally was offended when she said that. but i didnt get to talk to her because i had to go to dance practice unlike some people u know. arg whatever! hah lets not tell her how differently she asks with other people too. its not like its something we do purposely. i think everyone does act differently with other people. its just the vibe they give off influences our mood you know. i mean thats with everyone i think but whatever!!
Also, when im not always happy everyone thinks im like pissed off at them or in a crabby mood. im like people! cant i be reserved for just once geez. like it sux to be happy go lucky because when your not (because you freakin cant be all the time) people wonder whats wrong with you and get mad that they think your pissed at them. then that just makes me more annoyed that they think im pissed and blah blah blah....haha ok im sorry but its just ridiculous to me thats all. ::sigh:: i sware ajay. girls i just dont get sometimes lol. haha alright cuz im gonna get going. need to study so byebye!
but man its freakin cold out today...the high is 5 degrees lol. but ok so yesturday me and karla were hanging out and me and angela have dance practice at 9:30. so it was kinda snowy and windy out last night and so angela was like dude its horrible out side i dont think im going to practice. and i was like ok but it doesnt look too bad out (i mean for winter come on) and she was like ok u torture urself. i was like ok? and so apparently she is now mad at me because i was supposedly giving her attitude last night because of that silly argument?! like grr i hate girls they are way to sensitive for me. but wtf like i dont even know what i said wrong and apparently she said i act differently when im with other people! now wtf i totally was offended when she said that. but i didnt get to talk to her because i had to go to dance practice unlike some people u know. arg whatever! hah lets not tell her how differently she asks with other people too. its not like its something we do purposely. i think everyone does act differently with other people. its just the vibe they give off influences our mood you know. i mean thats with everyone i think but whatever!!
Also, when im not always happy everyone thinks im like pissed off at them or in a crabby mood. im like people! cant i be reserved for just once geez. like it sux to be happy go lucky because when your not (because you freakin cant be all the time) people wonder whats wrong with you and get mad that they think your pissed at them. then that just makes me more annoyed that they think im pissed and blah blah blah....haha ok im sorry but its just ridiculous to me thats all. ::sigh:: i sware ajay. girls i just dont get sometimes lol. haha alright cuz im gonna get going. need to study so byebye!