Sep 05, 2010 20:36
Held a wake for my late mother on Friday night. Twas quite a different kind of event to be having. I for one actually enjoyed it, as I was in the same mind set as her in that we should celebrate life rather than mourn someones passing. It was good to see so many friends and family show up to support us. It's good to know there's such a large support net so readily available. According to a family friend talking to Rach apparently 'I've been a rock for my family and I'm going to crack soon', I like to think I've been a rock and that I'm not going to crack. I'm pretty level headed, if things weren't okay I'd say so.
In other news, my knee is almost healed to a new milestone for itself. I can now job 9km's in a straight line with no pain or swelling what so ever. Now it's just working on getting directional changes to perfection.
Strangest thing since Mum's passing though, I'm really struggling to eat a normal amount in the day, and forcing myself to eat causes more discomfort than anything. It's more like my stomach has simply shrunk. So I just eat what I can when I'm hungry and hopefully I don't lose too much more weight.