I am the biggest goober you will ever know! hahahaha
well, the snow day yesterday gave me some time to listen to music, work on my colorguard project, watch a movie, and then i got cramps, lol. it hurt sooooo bad but im fine now. :) yesterday when i woke up, i made homemade pancakes and syrup, and it was sooooooo yummy! oh man, its like cool breeze on a hot summer day good, lol. or a nice hot cup of cocoa wiht a special someone (or good friend) sittin by the fireplace good. lol.
today i woke up (i had 2 nightmares last night :-( ) and had some breakfast, then went online for a few, and ever since ive been in my room. oh man. good times. lol.
i went down to my room, and put on some music and have been cleaning a bit. oh my god, im deff cleaning more often bc its so much fun! wait.. what did she just say? haha YES you heard me right- wanna know whY? its crazy fun coz ive been by myself just dancin around in my pjs to music and i found sooooo much cool stuff i havent seen in years and it makes me so happy! lol. and plus my room is cleaner and I have more space to move around and I have more clothes to donate and more toys to donate, and I found my jacket (in my closet- go figure, and it had 75 cents in the pocket, lol) and my sweatshirt and 2 pairs of pants I bought before school started, lol.
i feel so content and so happy with myself, and i havent felt that way for awhile cozza all this stress and junk ive been dealing with. but i have the greatest music collection and it makes me so happy, ive been just dancin around and singing and jumpin up and down and dancing around while cleaning. and i went into my bathroom ( i have one in my room) and i sang into the mirror, lol. i shut the door, turned up the volume to my music and sang and danced around, hahahaha it was soooo much fun! you should see the smile on my face right now oh lordy! im so happy!!! and surprisingly my dad hasnt yelled at me today for anything, well he did earlier but i forgot about that. and i took some amazing pics of a sunset today, and when i couldnt get a good shot i just made a video of it, lol. so that has me so pumped. i found some of my rings, some of my old photos, some oldschool stuff from my freshman and sophomore year, some cool stuff my friends gave me, my POETRY!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!, and my necklaces and just UGH= makes me happy~!
i know i dont have a boyfriend, but i am finally content with who i am, i am happy, and if the guy i like decided he likes me too, then maybe something good will happen, but until then, who knows. but i am happy with who i am, and it feels pretty good. when i was dancin in my bathroom and singing and being a total goober, i realized i saw the real me from the inside out. i saw who i was on the inside shining, and it felt good. i feel beautiful, and im in my pj pants and a tank top with my hair up in a messy lil thing and im just dancin around feeling comfy and it feels great- and now all i need to do is find the guy who will love me whether im dressed up or dancin around the room in my pjs actin like a goofball without a care in the world. haha
i feel happy, and since i feel like im getting a lil out of shape, im gonna do some more working out and dancing keeps you in shape, so i think i worked off a lot today, lol. but it made me not think about all the worries i have for a lil while and it feels good.
i just took a break from cleaning and dancin around like an idiot and came upstairs to get something to eat- and i realized i still had pancakes left from yesterday- so guess what i had to eat! lol. and theyre soooooooooooooooo delish! so that made me happy!
but yeah, now im gonna go back down to my room and maybe watch a movie while cleaning or listen to music while cleaning, then onto college apps/scholarship stuff and hw and yeah. so i might come back to check a few things, but if not, i'll be online tomorrow. feel free to call me if youd like, or leave me messages, but if you dont, which will prolly happen, i wont be offended. lol.
LOVE Y'ALL,
<3 Sheena
today i woke up (i had 2 nightmares last night :-( ) and had some breakfast, then went online for a few, and ever since ive been in my room. oh man. good times. lol.
i went down to my room, and put on some music and have been cleaning a bit. oh my god, im deff cleaning more often bc its so much fun! wait.. what did she just say? haha YES you heard me right- wanna know whY? its crazy fun coz ive been by myself just dancin around in my pjs to music and i found sooooo much cool stuff i havent seen in years and it makes me so happy! lol. and plus my room is cleaner and I have more space to move around and I have more clothes to donate and more toys to donate, and I found my jacket (in my closet- go figure, and it had 75 cents in the pocket, lol) and my sweatshirt and 2 pairs of pants I bought before school started, lol.
i feel so content and so happy with myself, and i havent felt that way for awhile cozza all this stress and junk ive been dealing with. but i have the greatest music collection and it makes me so happy, ive been just dancin around and singing and jumpin up and down and dancing around while cleaning. and i went into my bathroom ( i have one in my room) and i sang into the mirror, lol. i shut the door, turned up the volume to my music and sang and danced around, hahahaha it was soooo much fun! you should see the smile on my face right now oh lordy! im so happy!!! and surprisingly my dad hasnt yelled at me today for anything, well he did earlier but i forgot about that. and i took some amazing pics of a sunset today, and when i couldnt get a good shot i just made a video of it, lol. so that has me so pumped. i found some of my rings, some of my old photos, some oldschool stuff from my freshman and sophomore year, some cool stuff my friends gave me, my POETRY!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!, and my necklaces and just UGH= makes me happy~!
i know i dont have a boyfriend, but i am finally content with who i am, i am happy, and if the guy i like decided he likes me too, then maybe something good will happen, but until then, who knows. but i am happy with who i am, and it feels pretty good. when i was dancin in my bathroom and singing and being a total goober, i realized i saw the real me from the inside out. i saw who i was on the inside shining, and it felt good. i feel beautiful, and im in my pj pants and a tank top with my hair up in a messy lil thing and im just dancin around feeling comfy and it feels great- and now all i need to do is find the guy who will love me whether im dressed up or dancin around the room in my pjs actin like a goofball without a care in the world. haha
i feel happy, and since i feel like im getting a lil out of shape, im gonna do some more working out and dancing keeps you in shape, so i think i worked off a lot today, lol. but it made me not think about all the worries i have for a lil while and it feels good.
i just took a break from cleaning and dancin around like an idiot and came upstairs to get something to eat- and i realized i still had pancakes left from yesterday- so guess what i had to eat! lol. and theyre soooooooooooooooo delish! so that made me happy!
but yeah, now im gonna go back down to my room and maybe watch a movie while cleaning or listen to music while cleaning, then onto college apps/scholarship stuff and hw and yeah. so i might come back to check a few things, but if not, i'll be online tomorrow. feel free to call me if youd like, or leave me messages, but if you dont, which will prolly happen, i wont be offended. lol.
LOVE Y'ALL,
<3 Sheena