Cheese Shots!
Mmmm... Doesn't that sound delicious? A nice shot of nacho cheese to chase that shot of tequila? Heh, well a few people were trying them the other night. This is why we shouldn't combine pot and alcohol.
Speaking of pot, I think a pot plant has poped up next to my tomatos. I feel like I should destroy it, but it feels so abortiony, it never even got the chance to live. So I almost feel obligated to transplant it or something. I don't know. Maybe if I ignore it it will go away? Honestly, I'm surprised no one has seen it and taken off with it. Kinda sounds like something the people my roommate brings over would do. Shrugs, I have like 4 months or so left here anyways, so I don't really care. I think she has finally figured out how hard it is for people to piss me off, and has stoped giving me any advise. Especially relationship advise. I'm at such a loss as to what I should do about boys that I don't think any amount of advise would help me anymore. They just don't make any sence to me anymore. Whatever. I start my new job in two weeks, and then I'll have something to do with my time finally. Mmmmm... I think I figured out what game I'll be working on, and I am so excited. I'm excited about the whole thing really. This is the first time I'll be working in an office that isn't social work type stuff. They told me I could have one of those curved keyboards in my cubicle if I request it. That is so exciting! It's kinda weird, I have like this dream job and I feel like this is the moment when you call up your parents and it all suddenly makes up for all those times your were such a dumbass when you were a kid. But I don't really belong to a family anymore. I emailed my grandma and told her about it, but she has such a different sence of reality then me that it didn't really feel the same. I think she doesn't understand why I would want to work in an office when I should be looking for some rich guy to take care of me or something. I should of told her that rich men were no good in bed. Heh, except I still feel the need to retain that sence of inocence around my family. Sigh. And my grandma is already convinced that I'm going to pop one out any day now. I told her I wasn't in the baby making business. Like sure, I want to have kids, but just because everyone else in my family had kids when they were 20, doesn't mean I have to, does it? And then no one can figure out how we all turned out so fucked up. I think I get more and more like normal people every year I spend away from them. People are actually surprised now when I tell them how completly insane I was a few years ago. My sister moved back in with her dad. I give it a month, maybe a month and a half. I did the same thing when I was 17. Moved back in with my mom when I knew there was no way we were going to get along. Ohwell, it's a room.
I'm only posting right now because my xbox is broken. I really really need to get a new drive for it, but I'm so broke. I have 4 quarters and a dime to my name. I can't decided if I should save it for laudry and walk everywhere, or save it for the bus and just do my laundry by hand. Heh. Put back up that clothes line I had a few months ago. At least I don't have to worry about food, not that I ever really do, but I got my foodstamps reinstated. So I guess I'll just get that torx bit and clean it out for the billionth time. I still have a month before I get paid too, pay day is the 15th. Ohwell, I'm really not that worried about it. Being poor makes everything more boring, but I'll live. My computer really doesn't want to work anymore. I need to reformat it, but I feel like I just did a few months ago. I have so much porn I have to burn first too... I'm prioritizing my porn.
I can't think of anything else to rant about. I'm going to go play magic today. Built up a nice goblin deck a few nights ago, I wish I could find my black cards though, I could build an awsome black and red goblin deck with the cards I have. Ohwell. I figure in two weeks when I start I'll stop playing magic for awhile anyways. This guy overheard that I was playing magic up at isis and I'm afraid he's going to show up tonight. I heard he had some sort of crush on me, why does it seem like everyone wants to get down mine or kias pants anymore? Anyways, I know he has a girlfriend (who absolutly hates me for no reason, girls are so dumb sometimes) and I think she's pregnant, so it's more annoying then usual. He used to live with this other guy who comes over sometimes that also is trying to get down my pants, I heard that when I'm not in the room, he asks people if I like him. I don't know what is so hard to understand about no. The really creepy thing is that they are all old friends of my ex. I'm preoccupied with other things anyways. Even if he does just want to be friends, it's not like I'm just going to stop liking him. I really can't see myself being interested in another guy for awhile. And see, this is why I can never manage to be a slut. Heh.
Ok, ok, I'm done.
Jes
Speaking of pot, I think a pot plant has poped up next to my tomatos. I feel like I should destroy it, but it feels so abortiony, it never even got the chance to live. So I almost feel obligated to transplant it or something. I don't know. Maybe if I ignore it it will go away? Honestly, I'm surprised no one has seen it and taken off with it. Kinda sounds like something the people my roommate brings over would do. Shrugs, I have like 4 months or so left here anyways, so I don't really care. I think she has finally figured out how hard it is for people to piss me off, and has stoped giving me any advise. Especially relationship advise. I'm at such a loss as to what I should do about boys that I don't think any amount of advise would help me anymore. They just don't make any sence to me anymore. Whatever. I start my new job in two weeks, and then I'll have something to do with my time finally. Mmmmm... I think I figured out what game I'll be working on, and I am so excited. I'm excited about the whole thing really. This is the first time I'll be working in an office that isn't social work type stuff. They told me I could have one of those curved keyboards in my cubicle if I request it. That is so exciting! It's kinda weird, I have like this dream job and I feel like this is the moment when you call up your parents and it all suddenly makes up for all those times your were such a dumbass when you were a kid. But I don't really belong to a family anymore. I emailed my grandma and told her about it, but she has such a different sence of reality then me that it didn't really feel the same. I think she doesn't understand why I would want to work in an office when I should be looking for some rich guy to take care of me or something. I should of told her that rich men were no good in bed. Heh, except I still feel the need to retain that sence of inocence around my family. Sigh. And my grandma is already convinced that I'm going to pop one out any day now. I told her I wasn't in the baby making business. Like sure, I want to have kids, but just because everyone else in my family had kids when they were 20, doesn't mean I have to, does it? And then no one can figure out how we all turned out so fucked up. I think I get more and more like normal people every year I spend away from them. People are actually surprised now when I tell them how completly insane I was a few years ago. My sister moved back in with her dad. I give it a month, maybe a month and a half. I did the same thing when I was 17. Moved back in with my mom when I knew there was no way we were going to get along. Ohwell, it's a room.
I'm only posting right now because my xbox is broken. I really really need to get a new drive for it, but I'm so broke. I have 4 quarters and a dime to my name. I can't decided if I should save it for laudry and walk everywhere, or save it for the bus and just do my laundry by hand. Heh. Put back up that clothes line I had a few months ago. At least I don't have to worry about food, not that I ever really do, but I got my foodstamps reinstated. So I guess I'll just get that torx bit and clean it out for the billionth time. I still have a month before I get paid too, pay day is the 15th. Ohwell, I'm really not that worried about it. Being poor makes everything more boring, but I'll live. My computer really doesn't want to work anymore. I need to reformat it, but I feel like I just did a few months ago. I have so much porn I have to burn first too... I'm prioritizing my porn.
I can't think of anything else to rant about. I'm going to go play magic today. Built up a nice goblin deck a few nights ago, I wish I could find my black cards though, I could build an awsome black and red goblin deck with the cards I have. Ohwell. I figure in two weeks when I start I'll stop playing magic for awhile anyways. This guy overheard that I was playing magic up at isis and I'm afraid he's going to show up tonight. I heard he had some sort of crush on me, why does it seem like everyone wants to get down mine or kias pants anymore? Anyways, I know he has a girlfriend (who absolutly hates me for no reason, girls are so dumb sometimes) and I think she's pregnant, so it's more annoying then usual. He used to live with this other guy who comes over sometimes that also is trying to get down my pants, I heard that when I'm not in the room, he asks people if I like him. I don't know what is so hard to understand about no. The really creepy thing is that they are all old friends of my ex. I'm preoccupied with other things anyways. Even if he does just want to be friends, it's not like I'm just going to stop liking him. I really can't see myself being interested in another guy for awhile. And see, this is why I can never manage to be a slut. Heh.
Ok, ok, I'm done.
Jes