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I want to meet a guy who has a musical taste that is out there, and that will even like The Blood Brothers and when I say I like At The Drive-In won't ask me if I like The Mars Volta... but if they ask me if I like Sparta that might me okay. I want to meet a guy who doesn't add every single person on myspace that sends them a friend requests (If I did that I would have well over 1,000 friends by now) because they want a big friend's list (myspace should be about music and keeping in touch with friends or making friends is what i think). I want to meet a guy who deoesn't whore on myspace. I want to meet a guy that can wear tight pants and actually pull it off. I want to meet a guy who doesn't lie and say they live in Nashville when they actually live in a surrounding city around Nashville... or a city thats 45 minutes away. I want to meet a guy who is maybe scene but not all his friends look the same. I want to meet a guy who doesn't just go to shows to hang out... but maybe to actually see a show. I want to meet a guy who says he doesn't drink and crap amd mean it... and not just say that to be cool or just do it because its a trend.. but to do it because they have their own personal reasons.
This is why I can never find anyone I am interested in. Am I just picky or what? Those things are hard to find because in today's world, its all about being cool and not just being a decent human being or being yourself or blah blah blah. I mean I know I am somewhat cliche, I mean look at me, I have black and blonde hair, I wear flats, I love my headbands and I am even working on stretching my ears... but I however don't care about a big friends list.. I care about MAKING FRIENDS and meeting people, and I don't just listen to what I am being told is in at the time... and I will be friends with anyone who can make me laugh and I can have a converation with. I also love going to shows, and I love them even more when i have friends there, but I still watch the bands and I still care about the music. I am still my own person.
This is why I thought Marc was so freakin awesome, he matched the outside appearance but on the inside he was literally "rad", and not one of those guys who I wanted to kick.
This totally doesn't go out to anyone, but I Just wanted to let this out because this has been in my head for about two years now.
I just see these things a lot and I am annoyed, thats not the way to live your life.
anyways.
I went to murfeesboro at 11:30 last night. Ryan makes me nervous when i drive, he giggles at me.
This is why I can never find anyone I am interested in. Am I just picky or what? Those things are hard to find because in today's world, its all about being cool and not just being a decent human being or being yourself or blah blah blah. I mean I know I am somewhat cliche, I mean look at me, I have black and blonde hair, I wear flats, I love my headbands and I am even working on stretching my ears... but I however don't care about a big friends list.. I care about MAKING FRIENDS and meeting people, and I don't just listen to what I am being told is in at the time... and I will be friends with anyone who can make me laugh and I can have a converation with. I also love going to shows, and I love them even more when i have friends there, but I still watch the bands and I still care about the music. I am still my own person.
This is why I thought Marc was so freakin awesome, he matched the outside appearance but on the inside he was literally "rad", and not one of those guys who I wanted to kick.
This totally doesn't go out to anyone, but I Just wanted to let this out because this has been in my head for about two years now.
I just see these things a lot and I am annoyed, thats not the way to live your life.
anyways.
I went to murfeesboro at 11:30 last night. Ryan makes me nervous when i drive, he giggles at me.