Feb 15, 2005 15:21
i am bored so ill update with words.
ok first of rite now life it wierd.like i dont know were i am and im so tired of queer people. ahhhh man i just wanna be happy. i hate worry bout hwta i look like. but reeally when you think about it. are ooks such a big deal..weelll YEAH they are. excpecially in this day and age. i eman of course everyone wants to be pretty. who ever says they dont is lieng. looks are apealing o the eye..but really to the heart there not. dont get me wrong. looks are what attractpl to ppl and make them want to tlak to them. but after the looks wat else. im so tired of guys lieking typical girls. yeah i mena thats rad be with some stupid whore that looks good by your sidee.ahahah i sound so mean. but really i am biter.you know what i dont even care well yeha i do but i wanna stop worryin bout what i look like. but its hard. god made everyone beautiful in there own way its just that people are such idiots and dont care to look deeper than outword apperance and it pisses me off. and everyone needs to know that looks only can get you so far. uuuuuhhhhhh eeeeeeffffff. watev i have jesus. i just hate how im so senstive to this subject like i cant ever be happy with myself. cos i wont compare to anyone. ever. and jusstt like maybe i should be happy with what i have accomplished. but still i could care less of what i done. i just see what and were i need to go or what i need to be to be satisfied.wateeeeever im over it ffor like 5 minutes hahaha.
next thing. people are wayy lame to the max latly. ahhh just everything has beeen gettin to me. like poeple i think look at me and go hmm stacys nice lets take advantage of her and be total jerks. ohh sounds fun. and then they get mad when i take itt offencivly.or when i get down about it. i mena im used to being picke don jokingly. but not everyday like iget tired of it. serosuly you guys know who you are just shut up alrrrrrready .k thnks bye
i love love love shows. they are serosuly were i have the most fun at.sometimes i get itred of them tho. like they get tiring and by the time the last band comes on im like out of the mood. but most of the time shows are really funnn., effin dancing it up haha with britt and marisssa. see i love those girls so much.
justt incasee i die you people need to know this..if i forgot you it was bye mistake so comment and ill tell you what i want you to know...here it goes.i suggest you read it cos your most likly in it
in my life i have met extrodanary people that make me happy everyday.
britt. you effin are rad. i love ur booot. and ur so hXc. hahah no tho i love you so much.
marissssa. effin mcellroy.you are so amazing and have more talent than any other girl i know;
kelley . i just met you but already am so in love with you. seorusly ur rad and make me smile lots.
kailee marnul you are my best friend and make me laugh harder than anyone else i know effin melissa fisher my neighbor you have been there everydaytime i needed you and i love you. coool guy!<333 amberlyn thank yuo for brightning my day everyday. i can ask u to go anywere with me and u usally do and i lvoe you thank you <3333 asain clllick!
ashley nolin tlak to me more please. i miss your face alot.
jonny aubreact. or however its spelt i miss you so much summer was so fun with you. and you are so amazing you make me laugh so hard you make me enjoy life you really are so sepcial to me
martin. no matter what u say u know i love you wityh all my heart and i love hanging out with you.
tommy you to effing i love hanging out with you and you are so funny and no matter how many tiem su make fun of me your still frogivable hahaha.
seennn b . wow i love you. your so funny and i cant wait till me u martin and tom, live together. we have to have a freekin computer tho hahah. myspacE?
spencer barrack you make me so happpy and i love ur smile your like so sweet and nice to me bff.
jimmy rhoades no matter how much of a jerk to me you are your the most special to me . and im always gonna love you the most.
jermey. effin bitch ass hahaha i lvoe the pciture u drew me and i swareu never wnana hng out with me but i love you alot and i know you well..kinda love me? hahahah
gangsssstahhh brian you mean lots and lots to me and are sooo radddd.
nathan effin u are a thug and so funny.
joey m. i love you and i can like say anythin to me i cant belive we used to be ennemies.
kristy hariss. we have the best times i mean it seorusly come over someitme and break my dresser hahaha.
doug i love you alot and we need to tape me going down that hill i will make it i know it.<333
dan. dvl thats all i can say lets bring it back . i lvoeed summer.that van.. hahaha RAD.
alana i love you so much and tell you everything ur the only person i can tlak to everyday bout boys.and still have fun u are one of the most precious and valuable ppl to me.
dustin food class is so fun with you. you are the cutest boy eveer.and i still want a sector 9 shirt. k thnks.
sean NOt xJOKING haah you are so rad and are a gangsssssstah i love talkin to you more than anything and we need to go get starbucks soemtime.
chantel you are so nice and so cute and we need to ahng out more.
brian lordson i love you more than words can say no matter what ur always gonna be one of my best freinds. alex d. ahhhh u are so funny we need to hang out more. i love being round you. and we can so pass for brother and sister.
zak wood. weve only hung out a copuple tiems but those times were so rad. i have had the funnest with you. no lie at all. seorusly we need to hang out asap.
adam you too you gusy were to of the nicest ppl i have ever met and are so jsut like coool and amazing to hang out with ...promise land?
hanssssson freekin o'haver love of my life i sware to you we are gonna get maried you are so awsome and funny ur like the kid everyone wants to be friends with i remeber when i first met you i was like this boy is gonna be my husband. okay lets hang out soon i miss you badly.
bil. your so rad and so nice. and god is so evient in ur life. and u are model status haha.
brian v. you are so cool. not joking we need to hang out more. and ur one of the nicest boys i know.
jonathan tippin. you my friend need to get ur arse to my house and make pancakes i love you so much ur awsome sooo awsome.
trrrrroy. you no matter what are one of my best friends we may not be as close as we were last yr. but i could come to u and say anything troy ur an amazing kid with the abilty to make anyone laugh keep it up.
justin hart. good times with you we need to go to jitb like old days. u are so wonderful and i just love you. have u SCENE stacy. ahh lsoer.!
BRian garouute. wooow u. you are amazing i have gotten to know you so quickly like roof ball was way rad and going up to camp with you was so fun when like we scared ourselves so much. u are an extrodanry person and ur love for god goes beyond words. ur special and mean so much to me.
joey rocco. funniest loudest boy that is so rad i love so much.
amber lippert. i love you alot. 8th grade was rad me u and kevin.
eric you are so cute , awwe man we need to hang out.
derrick gosh u are ahhh just sooo ahh rad. i love you so much and i wanna han gout with you sooon 360 hug<333
kaaty r im not that close to you but i want you to know that u are so rad and so beautiful and sweet and just one of the mmossst real girls i know and i respect you so much and ur love for god it amazing♥ arron ive only hung out with u like 3 time si sware tho i have met u like 4987389 times ur so rad and sssssoooo cuteee we need to hang out more.
rj i just met you but already i think ur way coool.
lucas dude u make me laugh harder than anyone else i know in history ahh ur so funny.
crtis you too ur so loud tho hahahah its goood.
andrew your way one of the nicets boys ive met.
gillian your so cute and quiet i love itt. yourr wayy nice and thank you for that.
nicole your really pretty and i love tlakin to you.
michelle sees. we need to hang out asap we used to be bff. like member freekin chalupa and like the lunch bunch i have the most memories with you. lets bring them back.
brandon king. lol u are a cool guy even tho i sware u hate me. i still really think ur soo rad.
matt kirk one of the msot amazing guys ive ever met. you are no matter what nicest boy ive met yet. your serosuly amazing.
brandon nash i havent tlaked to u in forever but we need to hang out cos ur siiick.
jax.i met you at a lockin and i am so happy bout that im soo like happy bout meeting u. ur one of the nicets girls ever. EVER
molly spanish was fun last yr and we need to hang out soon u crack me up
jade come back in bio i miss u making fun of patrick
erryne menschek haha i dunno how to spell it. seorusly ur reallly really sweeet and i lvoe u we need to hang out asap.
alexa u are a thug. blood. represent i love you hahaha pe was dope last yr.
alexxxa dean shooot its hard being size zeros gosh come back to cali i miss you times millions.
cheyanne coook u are the sweetest girl ever. holller back.
italia when are we gonna dres sup as bro hoes effin i lvoe u
jacob garzza miss u more thna u will ever know can we hang out sooon like rmf or soemthing?
alyssssssa. hahah god bless girl freind. no matter what ill never forget pe. with you. and u as my badmitten partner.
niccck, ur rreeallly like the best guitar player ive ever seen . and we need to ahng out sooooooon!
lil jessica u are such a sweeetheart and so nice and rad ..tell tommy i said hi hahaha,
kriss mendenhall i need to come over again sometime i mis you ..and ur mommy seorsuly weve had good times and we need to hang out again.
douuuuuuglas/awee man ur so cute and sweeetest boy ever. were ahnging out alot okay.
jeeen stummmmp. you are such a sweet nice amazing beautiful girl and i love you lots and lots.
kristyn e. we need to hang out and go to that creepy house again. hahahwe have had good tiems and i really wanna hang out with you sometime.
dana i love you. we go back to 6th grade, enuff said. haha<333
kayleigh. when are we going to buff excahnge . yuor cuteeee and i lvoe u
steph in the summer we were bff. and we need to ahng out sometime soon like ive laughed so hard withu and i loved how sarcastic we are with eahcother we need to hang out asap. loveee u ALOT.
scottie. coool guy ahhhh ur sooo rad. and i wanna hang out with u more .pleeeeeease.
rachelll shooot. ill slit ur throat with a butter knife. hahah goood NITE!!keep it gangster<333
krisssstin s. hahahahahaha i can tell u anything and softball is rad with uuuu!
kelli cube.wow u are the biggest thug that i know and i miss you so much we need to go jet skiny for sure and hang out lots more your so rad and i lvoe you so much
tarrrra. aaaaaaahhh ur my lover seorusly tho can we hang out soon i loveu so much and we have had soem goood timess!
ashley c come back to santana u are misssed! i love u and ur beautiful eyeballs seorusly tho can we hang out?
kyle mooore im gonan come visit you one day..hahaha
dan..sisssster hahaha ur the best funniest nicest kid there is!
kaylaaaa bennnit i miss you so bad more thanu will ever know u are still one of my best friends. andi love u with all my ehart come home soon please♥
lex anderson. i miss you and im so happy you are a platooon leader and im so happy to have met you. ur amazing
jessica z. omg u need to get my shoes and ill get ur glasses and we will be twins! yaah! hahahah love u
ash m. wow ur dayw ill come and ur gonna have the most aswoem boy ever no worries cos i love you!<333good luck with the devil in water polo hahaha
dylan thomas main are so amazing rad extrodanary wonderful cute lovable aswome important valuable crazy annoying insance rad rad rad. suhwweeeet rad cool wonderful awsome amazing wow wow wow just everyhting i could ever want in a friend and i am so happy i met you i love you soo soo much words wont exaplin it ever you mean the world to me and i love our freidnship lots and lots.dude im so stoked on u its not even funny.i could go on about it forever. your so speacule and so valuable and so important to me its inssssabe thnak you fore everything i lvoe you so muchhhh loooovah<333
kevin wesley stewart. thats a big wow. your the MOST important person to me, ever to walk this earth. your so amazing and i love you so much. im so lucky to have a best friend that loves me as much as i love them. dude if i wanna rite more..ill jsut rite you a letter. SIIIIIIICKKKKKK.
okay chances are i forgot you andif i did dont be shy to show me that i did and tell me that ur sad. cos i will totaly tell u how important u are to me sersouly tho i didnt purpoosly forget you.have a good day everyone. i was just bored and thot of ppl to say stuff bout ook bye..
ahhh im stresssin bout grades which also sucks lots.
jesus christ i love you with all my heart thank you for life and hope. and faith and love. thnak you for being my savior<333
-stacyyyyy