Throw Two Middle Fingers In The Air
I knew it was somthing about this weekend. Everyone is so sad. Even the happy ones and people I dont know are like "fuck life" or "I give up" well you know what? good for you guys youve finally realized what I realized a couple of weeks ago, LIFE SUCKS. If it can go wrong it will, expect the worse possible outcome that way you dont get dissappointed you dont get your hopes up like I used too. Worst possible outcome I dont wake up tonight and personally that doesnt sound all that bad, if it gets any worse than death well then I dont know. Ive known pain but pain accompained with uncertainty and heartbreak and love. Well my friend you have a jeiger bomb from hell. Here my toast to you as I hold my beer up high, FUCK LIFE let it dish what it can. Ill carry along and not give a fuck. I made a new saying up a couple of days ago and I like it. "A kiss for the sinner a Knife for the lover." The sinner wants help and gets praise, the lover wants love and all they get is the cold steel of the blade to thier skin. So again everyone that is depressed I commend you and hope you join me soon at many gatherings and such because when a bunch of people with FUCK YOU attitudes get together and get drunk, nothing happens. Tonight was alright, I walked alot and ate a bit and drank a bit and watched a movie now im here left to my thoughts that as you can see are completely fucked up in every possible aspect much like my life which at the current momment is shit, I dont fear sunday, I usually do, I fear monday more this time. Guess we all know why. I was told it was going to get better earlier this week I thought it was and then I realized again that its not. Did someone lie to me, why should I give up? Wish it was fucking summer. I bid thee goodnight and farewell may your journey into the darkness and uncertainty of a world that doesent care be as fucked up as possible.
~kenny
~kenny