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fuck dude. me and andy are fighting like no other. i love that boy more then life itself. its so hard to be so fucking far. all we have is the fucking phone or the computer. im sick of this shit. i miss him so much. but i can never fucking please him at all. its like he doesnt even love me at all at times....times like this...ugh...i dunno if i would laugh or cry! i dunno what to do. he is leaving for the weekend and im not going to talk to him till sunday, im going out and going to parties all fuckin weekend. kick it with friends..and so since i cant talk to him and the whole going to parties all weekend thing makes him think im going to cheat on him! when i havent done anything to make him think that! he is the one who break promises. like breaking my heart isnt that bad at all...fuck..i wish he could just understand that i wove him and only him and im not going to cheat on him..but at this point nothing seems to work..not even my love. :( so yeahhhh anyways.. tonight should be hella fun me cid..and the other sid, kendall are going to parties and i got the big 1-0 sack so it should be cool. hehe. well fuck. keep it real ladies and assholes.

I MISS PATRICIA LIKE WHOA!


awww hehe