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Hmm, I'm bored. I've been really sleepy lately. There's really nothing to do when the weather's like this. Almost nice, but not quite. I can't walk to walgreens or Starbucks without getting slpashed by cars, so I'm stuck in the house until the water's gone or it freezes. It would be better if it was warmer, and it was pouring rain, and thundering. That's the best. I walk everywhere when it's like that, then I come back inside with my eyeliner running down my face and my hair soaking wet. It's great, I fucking love it.
This friday Josh is coming over and we're getting Saw and watching it. Most fucking twisted movie EVER. It's soo sick. In a good way, it makes me happy, especially the ending, it's so twisted. Then saturday, Tasha's having a little "get together" at her place, so me and Josh are going to be the sober cool kids. We get to sit on the roof and shoot a paintball gun at whoever walks on the lawn.. or if we just feel like being assholes. It's gunna be fun. And a week off from school will do me some good, I need it. I'm stresses from school. I have so much homework tonight. It sucks.
So that's all I guess, I don't really do anything with anyone anymore except for Josh. I hang out with Julia, Tasha, and Barbi sometimes too, but people are doing some stupid shit that is really bad for them and I want it to stop. I mean, we used to be BEST friends, and now all they do is smoke, drink, and get "fucked up". I just want to go back to being able to hang out without them telling me about how they got sick from the pills they did, or how trashed they got. It's probably why we don't hang out that much anymore. I've been sober for what.. I think 3 months now. I still have fun even though I'm sober. And I think drinking and smoking is okay, but not ALL THE TIME and no pills. Most people I don't care about, and they can do whatever they want, I don't give a shit. But two people in particular.. I just feel like I'm losing them. It's fucked up. Whatever, I'm gunna go do something.
This friday Josh is coming over and we're getting Saw and watching it. Most fucking twisted movie EVER. It's soo sick. In a good way, it makes me happy, especially the ending, it's so twisted. Then saturday, Tasha's having a little "get together" at her place, so me and Josh are going to be the sober cool kids. We get to sit on the roof and shoot a paintball gun at whoever walks on the lawn.. or if we just feel like being assholes. It's gunna be fun. And a week off from school will do me some good, I need it. I'm stresses from school. I have so much homework tonight. It sucks.
So that's all I guess, I don't really do anything with anyone anymore except for Josh. I hang out with Julia, Tasha, and Barbi sometimes too, but people are doing some stupid shit that is really bad for them and I want it to stop. I mean, we used to be BEST friends, and now all they do is smoke, drink, and get "fucked up". I just want to go back to being able to hang out without them telling me about how they got sick from the pills they did, or how trashed they got. It's probably why we don't hang out that much anymore. I've been sober for what.. I think 3 months now. I still have fun even though I'm sober. And I think drinking and smoking is okay, but not ALL THE TIME and no pills. Most people I don't care about, and they can do whatever they want, I don't give a shit. But two people in particular.. I just feel like I'm losing them. It's fucked up. Whatever, I'm gunna go do something.