Jan 23, 2005 18:08
this weekend hasn't turned out right. nothing goes the way it's supposed to go.
i feel like i have this huge weight on my heart and it's pulling me down. i feel like im going down the wrong path again. i cant believe that i actually bought it myself. i cant believe that it's sitting in my room right this second. jean is a bitch. my brothers roommate is moving out of their apartment, i want to go take his place. i would be the happiest person in the world if i could go and live there with a select amount of people. i hate when you know the truth about someone and they lie directly to your face. stop. you drive way too fast. i need to be on time to 1stper. tomorrow.
suffering strengthens you, right?
but this can barely be called suffering...
so what is it doing?