Nothing to lose but my mind and all the things I wanted
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You Smiled So Hard And Said, "Don't Worry"
My fingertips mourn the loss of your touch
As they shiver in the emptiness and hang
Stretch and curl in frustration and waiting
Most of all wilting and dying for just a breath
Of your lovely heartbeat underneath them
But how could I face you, no
Still claim to love you so
Guilty tears washed away my face
You didn’t want to know
You can’t trust these broken
Twisted weaving hands
I couldn’t possess the words
To make you understand
Darling fly to me, come harder still please
I’m falling farther than even you can see
Help me bite the bullet, help me draw a line
Leave me bruises for my memories of you
I’ll disappear into these eyes you so love
But how could I leave you, no
Still claim to need you so
I’m holding his hand and happy
You didn’t want to know
I told you not to trust these broken
Twisted and still weaving hands
I gave you my words
And you didn’t understand