my life SUCKS
For starters, i must say.NOTHING good had happened to me in the past i dont know how damn long. Keith and I are great and my buddies are the bestest, but thats about the only thing i have going for me. Lets see...i got guns pulled out in my apartment and keith almost got killed thanks to my wonderful ex b/f RJ. Then i got pulled over saturday night at 4 in the morning. i had to get out of the car and say my abc's because the cop thought i was drunk. that was pleasant. i didnt get a ticket though, he just wanted to make sure i wasnt drunk driving. so then yesterday oh yes..my favorite day. I sat in oven cleaner at work while i was getting my paycheck. well before i knew it ..my ass was on fire. i felt horrible..i was in so much pain my leg was shaking. so i thought i was just gonna go home and wash it off and change clothes. it wasnt that big of a deal, or so i didnt think. so i picked keith up and as i was on my way home i got pulled over by a state trooper. just great..he said i was doing 61 which is total bullshit because i wasnt going that fast. i explained to him that i had to get home b/c i have a chemical burn on my skin. he didnt care, blew it off like it had no importance whatsoever and gave me a ticket for doing 61 in a 45. so now i have to go to court..he even circled my court date for me. I went home, hysterical, changed clothes and look at what was left to my ass. needless to say there was a huge burn mark where my skin was bleeding and brown marks from where my skin was burned off. i had to go to the hospital to make sure there wasnt going to be anymore damage. so not even an hour after i got pulled over, i was in the hospital for a few hours with my parents and keith. amanda came by and visited me while i was there and we went to steak n shake afterwords, i was so hungry. lol. anyways..so by that cop keeping me pulled over for an extra 15 mins, my ass was burning. if i got home in enough time to get my clothes off and wash it off i might not have had to even go to the hospital. but he didnt give a damn. i about got out of the car to show him my ass. boy was i mad. i was so pissed, i stopped feeling pain. on top of that he practically threw the ticket at me and said i shouldnt be driving if i was in pain, what a dick. i just really wanted to throw it back in his face. oh well, now i have to get a lawyer and see if i cant get out of this mess. i cant afford a lawyer but i cant afford to pay the ticket and pay for my insurance that will go up in a result of this ticket. i wish money grew on trees. im already working 30 hours a week and going to school fulltime. i dont know what im going to do. life sucks, im just waiting around for something good to happen to me. but the way i see it...nothing good is anywhere near in the future for ashley. figures..my life..yuck. oh well...i guessi could say im just happy to be alive .huh..well gonna go ..class starts soon..