Get up Jake
21 days is far too long. I always have too high of expectations for everything that happens to me in my life, but for once, I hope that everything is as wonderful as I want it to be. I want everything to just be perfect, just because it is perfect when it's natural. We don't have to DO anything, or we could do everything, and either way, it would be wonderful. I just need to feel the way I want to feel. Make me feel that way. Please. I miss you.