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Today was pretty much one of the worst days I've ever had. I feel like shit and I just want someone to let me put my head on their lap and cry until I fall asleep.
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel and how horrible of a person you are for making this decision. I feel a lot of resentment towards you right now and I really hate feeling like that about you.
It's funny how the person who makes you the happiest can make you feel so used, and more so just plain old worthless, like they don't even care. Which I think is bullshit.
I know what I did was wrong, but it's not like he was great either. I mean, no-one decides to tell me until all of this happens just because they didn't want to hurt my feelings, or it never crossed their minds. But nope, now all of a sudden everybody remembers things. Fucked up, really.
If you ever read this I just want you to know I really did mean everything I said and would take this all back in a heartbeat. Thanks for a good run.
I wish I could tell you exactly how I feel and how horrible of a person you are for making this decision. I feel a lot of resentment towards you right now and I really hate feeling like that about you.
It's funny how the person who makes you the happiest can make you feel so used, and more so just plain old worthless, like they don't even care. Which I think is bullshit.
I know what I did was wrong, but it's not like he was great either. I mean, no-one decides to tell me until all of this happens just because they didn't want to hurt my feelings, or it never crossed their minds. But nope, now all of a sudden everybody remembers things. Fucked up, really.
If you ever read this I just want you to know I really did mean everything I said and would take this all back in a heartbeat. Thanks for a good run.